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Yeah she know, I flew home, took all the tablets expecting to die but when I didn't I when to my appointment with her the next day and mentioned it to her during our session as as I couldn't remember how many tablets I had taken she called in the Drs who put me in hospital for 5 days just to...

I have therapy session tomorrow, much needed as I tried to commit suicide last week after my world all come tumbling down around my ears. ( spur of the moment, not suicidal anymore) and need to debrief I had an issue at work ( I work remote for a 15 day stint) where I didn't sleep for 5 days...

Feeling edgy, like somethings is going to jump out out at me at any second.

I am so sorry thing are bad at the moment, things are bad for me also - I also Self harmed but I take comfort in caring for my body after with antiseptic and bandages and when I get back I will be letting my T know what has happened as I keep as few a secrets as possible from her. good luck and...

I know I would be better off with someone in the real world on my side but no one knows of the trauma I went through and 5 years down the track I cant prove it, add to that some issues with time lines thank to PTSD I reckon they are just going to laugh in my face then go about systematically...

At night at work any movement outside my door triggers the painful adrenaline rush then usually an anxiety attach which sees me hiding in the bathroom. I hate it, for the two weeks I work away I barely sleep.

I am sorry you are experiencing this :( I feel like I am "Alone in a room full of people", no one knows about my PTSD apart from my DR and T and the other day I have a hard time explaining to the DR that there is NO ONE I can talk to. I hope you feel better soon.

Truly awful day yesterday, I spent most of the evening in a argument with my mother - mainly about mundane things but I just couldn't find the words to express myself. I went for a drive the the little one in the back at 5am, not getting back till 6am - very tired with just life in general. I...

The rational, analytically reasonable part of brain seems to know this but at the moment it has very little chance of winning over the irrational part :) I know bad times pass, they have in the past. I know it sounds stupid but it's nice to be believed, deep down that is my greatest fear, not...

Thank you all for your kind words. I suppose I feel responsible for all but the first incident as I CHOSE to no tell anyone and thus pretty well gave him the green light. Don't get me wrong I have no issue with never having another relationship, I am barely able to be touched by anyone other...

Thanks all, sleep would be lovely.

Does it make you too drowsy to get up in the middle of the night if you have too? I have a 4 year old who still sometimes wets the bed.

Thanks, I never knew those kind of people existed. It help to write it down though.

So today is night number 5 with zero sleep. Every time I close my eyes I dream, terrifying, disturbing dreams. Yesterday I drove 50km out of town, only realizing where I was one I was there, no memory of getting there. I am so tired....

5 years ago I found out I was pregnant and so ended the most unhealthy relationship I have ever experienced. At the time I first met him I was 18 and her was 38, he was strong and commanding and 'worldy', the first night we met he took me out to dinner and drinks, he payed making me feel...