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Yes I threw away the Xanax I bought illegally. The doc told me it’s very important that I do the things she tells me.
I’m not against treatment. For ten yrs I’ve struggled with following their orders. The pain became so bad that I just started doing what they say and I’m like 99% better.
Unconditional love for one another is the only way. One thing the Lord showed me is to always love.
He loved me through all of that. I can’t explain a grace like that that it no knows no bounds.
Thank you all for the correction. Showing me the way. I have an inkling that I’ll start being tempted by women again but it’s far from the “what if” challenge I had ten yrs ago.
Just a shout out and boast to Jesus for delivering me. I’ve been taking the gabapentin correctly and I have felt so much better. I don’t even get anxiety only in the morning.
I just don’t have a desire to abuse it anymore. I was taught obedience through what I suffered.
I hate it when I’m labeled. I think I’m just a person with painful issues that need to be treated w therapy.
I hate it when they say you’re OCD. Crap like that.
I hardly suffer from nightmares anymore. I gave up giving them validity.
Right now you’re healing. Try to do everything the doc...
Guys my folly is drug addiction. I stumble so much in this area. I wished I could control my urges. It’s always been something since 2010.
If I didn’t have the massive test of anxiety I wouldn’t of fell away like Peter in the Gospel.
But here I am today. Not addicted to benzos or anything...
Twoface has always been there for me. I will never forget waking up from the worst nightmare I had and her on my chest.
She could pick up on I was being tormented by my nightmares.
She’s slowly passing away right now. Please keep me in your prayers.