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So Keifer was a trained dog (ESA) ?. You know puppies are a handful man.! My buddy's dog is not a trained one, but I know he was a destructive puppy. Seen any other ones? .

That devestation is terrible, I hope he spares her that forever. I think that fear about her leaving you is that sence of abandonment right? You say" I wish I could make her happy". She's there with you for a reason. Married you for her reasons. I think it takes two to walk beside eachother in...

Something to perceive Keifer, something that looks back at you. I really hope that you can be on here for some advice, if you do go ahead with the hybrid. My buddies dog's been the world to him in the darkest times and he's now 16 years old ( fit but deaf, on special food etc). I'm scared...

Brat17 I was married to a sociopath as well, later they found he also had psychopathic brain patterns. It took me many years but I was able to trust again. The thing is with that partner there was friendship first and brutal honesty from the get go. His ptsd diagnosis came late and he told me...

Hi Keifer question. Why don't you just go and let him/her check you out ?.

Yes I have bad experience with fire, it's been a long time but still hard to talk about. Beause of the temp I did go back to lay down but fully dressed winter coat and winter boots. I'm emotionally involved with someone that suffers from ptsd (he planned his suicide November 2011). That day he...

I would say that to her and you're welcome (I laugh at myself all the time). Yesterday was a false smoke alarm and all my neighbours went back to bed after a view. Not me, I had to be ready and able exit to outside ( it was-30 C here), currently sleep pattern disturbed again. Means I'll sleep...

Well couldn't you just talk about the feelings of shared hopes and dreams for a while ?. Sounds like a lot of pressure on both and that your wife doesn't know about ice either. Maybey someone on here will later. Sorry to admit that I laughed a bit about you staring at walls and ceiling for...

SuicideSurvivor1994 can I ask you a question don't have to answer. When you say "my wife doesn't want to hear about it anymore". Do you mean about the ice being a problem, or about you feelings re wanting happy family there, questioning if it's your ptsd etc? . I'm just wondering because...

If you want to bring your teacher 1 German word how about this one: Hochmutswahnsinn (Being better than everybody else). It can be one word, the difference makes the 's' in the middle (language is very mathematical). I believe hitler suffered from this, as well as having much self hate inside...

While looking for some of his stuff on youtube I came across a duet. Bono sings in German, it's some kind off beneficiary concert. The song is Mensch (human being). There are some nice things about the language, is that not so?

Sorry can no longer edit the above. The original name is Angst. I'm not on a pc but I know that last names with accent's on letters are spelled differently on YouTube. Hate is not what you deserve to give yourself. Thank you for being so open about your feelings on this thread.

If you like to listen to music (widely understood) like so many of us, there is a German artist. He has grieved a lot in his life. I think his songs are part of his healing. He has also made a song you could find on youtube that has English translation under titles ( I hope it's still posted)...

Glad you have that too. It isn't always direct sometimes it's a chain of links. Peoples emotional or physical well being doesn't run on one wave length (think I'm using this because I learned about EEG waves recently).... When it feels unhealthy it's a build up of negative. Sure it's not easy...

I wonder how many supporters have supporters too. I have ways to keep certain worlds seperate because it works for me. It's gets pretty mixed up with me but sufferer's seem to be supporters too. And other sufferer's supporters to my other sufferer's. I know I'm a nutcase and it just feels...

You look straight in the eye and well the rest is in your thread up above. I stand by what I wrote before.

SurvivortoThriver I love your power !.

I was able to give a bag of berry chocolate almonds (send by mom from my country, I told her all about me friend). I had mentioned she loves almonds. my friend who gave me flannel sheets because all my nice bedding has old bloodstains. She also drove me to my MRI (because I cannot be in...

Yes affirmative Hashi, I never started taking them. Why, you want them? .... I took the clonazapams, my body wasn't shutting down on itself before (should have known it takes some time to exhaustion naturally) but had to keep going, so needed the energy. Sleep to reload. I never asked for new...

Don't run to the ER if not necessary, don't drive there either, they too perform triage in civilian peace world, car accident victims may be there ( I have a sick sense of humour, sorry) I hope I'm not crossing any borders here, but willing to take the chance to say what's on my mind (no tbs in...

I was expecting input instead of likes in the alerts here. Alsways been very scared of taking meds, celexa in the garbage, clonazapam to tempting to take little pieces during the day, just being honest.

Oh and I just remembered another article that stuck with me. Something about testing meds done on mostly the male rat brain (male neurologists were laying the basics, as access to the profession was not for females for so long) Im just wondering if all was into consideration. Its nice if you can...

Well theories have to be merely put to the test right? And all changes and evolves, theory just running after it to get documented. That's why people are so important those that are experiencing things? in 'real time'. They use tue expression of the vocabulary they have.

Ya and then just to make it more complicated. The amygdala responds differently in the female brain than the mail brain. Something left and right one. Sorry if I'm a pain in the, but I am kind of enjoying writing this post. I admit I love sarcasm. It is just so nice to come across something...

Arg this is maddening cannot edit the above thread to add. Viking cowards or smart strategy ?. Well I think it worked is all.