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    Weekly Social Weight Loss And Exercise Catch Up

    I do that too, its called comfort food and I'm shocking. I tend to eat like Homer Simpson LOL.
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    Weekly Social Weight Loss And Exercise Catch Up

    Great idea Sammy, I too have gain a few kilos over the last few months for the first time in my life. (with the exception of being pregnant)!! My doctor told me Seroquel is the main culprit and a lot of us here are on it so its a significant issue, thanks for raising it.
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    Felt Something For The First Time...

    I think you read my mind @Go Hungry. That is exactly what I do.
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    Felt Something For The First Time...

    yes @shimmerz I froze. You have observed correctly but I still find myself constantly in a thinking mode and I was wondering if any members here experience anything similar. I was told by shrink that hyper thinking is hyper vigilance.
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    Felt Something For The First Time...

    I was triggered long ago @shimmerz and I completely disassociated from the situation and myself. I think everything through and I was told that is an extreme form of hyper vigilance (when you can do nothing but think every action through) from a psychiatrist. I hope I can make it clearer for you...
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    Felt Something For The First Time...

    In 7 years. I have been detached from my feelings for a long time but yesterday during my fortnightly counselling session I felt something other than my usual fearful, sad, numb responses. My counsellor ask me to recall an episode during my abuse. She then ask me how that felt, what it looked...
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    Everthing Is Dangerous.

    I am apologizing in advance if this is the improper place to post this thread, however, I am referring to a fear based symptom, so hopefully it fits. As my PTSD symptoms increased in their severity over the years, I came to realize it wasn't just things that were related to my trauma that...
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    I Feel Like I Died That Day.

    Me too.
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    Is There A Silver Lining?

    @Hashi I do understand your point of view. My reason for this post was not to invalidate the suffering of others. I appreciate you and your opinions as much as everybody else's. It is your truth and it is valid. For me, I have realized over the last couple of weeks that I have met the most...
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    Is There A Silver Lining?

    Wow, thankyou everyone for their awesome responces.
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    Is There A Silver Lining?

    It made perfect sense Jess. Thankyou.
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    Is There A Silver Lining?

    Thanks guys. It has been a long time coming but I am finally starting to realize it's not all bad. I myself am more compassionate and understanding because of it.
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    Made It Through The 12th Anniversary!

    I think you have done an awesome job of getting through it @Fadeaway. I know on the anniversary of my assault I thought I was ok but I fell apart. Again well done and :hug:s for you my friend.
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    Is There A Silver Lining?

    I have been thinking a lot today about how PTSD has affected my life. There are the obvious thing's like symptoms etc. that make our lives a challenge. I also thought of how my life would have or could have been different without this disorder good or bad. I then realized that some good has come...
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    What Was The Best Thing You Seen Today ? Pick One Each Day !

    Today it was my toddler trying so hard to be helpful by "cleaning" my computer. He basicly spayed water all over it. ;) He is so sweet and makes me smile every day.
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    I Need Some Support Right Now

    Well done for reaching out @Hope4Now . Sometimes that is one of the toughest things to do. I am on and of the forum today but if you would like to private message me if you feel up to it then I will try and help. I am sure many other members here will do that too. Gentle :hug:s.
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    Mum, Mom, Mother We All Have One

    Numb. I guess I don't really have much emotion left for her.
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    Mini Break Through

    Thank you again guys. :hug:s to you all:)
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    Mini Break Through

    Thanks guys. I really appreciate the support. I think what annoyed me the most was the child she was referring to has autism and has come a really long way with improving her behaviour and this woman had the nerve to tell me and also her off!! My children became frightened by her aggressive...
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    Mini Break Through

    I had a little bit of a breakthrough today. I have always been a bit of a doormat and a people pleaser and have struggled to stand up for myself. Today I stood my ground and stood up to someone. I was in the supermarket and somebody took offence to my child's behaviour. She actually said to me...
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    Alone

    What @Ti Vu, @desiderata310 and @Loveneverfails said. :) Everyone one is here for each other. Feel free to message me if you need too. :hug:s.
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    Andepra - Duloxetine Hydrochloride Experiences

    I am on this medication in conjunction with Seroquel. When I was on duloxetine alone I did find I would get dizzy spells but other than that I have been ok. So far this combination has worked better for me than duloxetine on its own. We are all different as you said though, what works for some...
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    Has Life Ever Just Not Seemed Real To You?

    Absolutely. I have experienced this sense of unreality many times. I hope it helps you @FindingMyself88 to know that you are not alone is this. Best wishes and :hug:s.
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    Choke Hold

    I also get really freaked out when somebody walks behind or holds a knife in a certain way. I have many triggers related to domestic violence.
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    Choke Hold

    Unfortunatuley I know exactly how it feels @Wolvescry. After I left my Ex husband I learnt karate. I trained for 4years to gain some confidence. I had the same thing happen to me when my sensei was demonstrating a method on how to get out of a choke hold. I freaked so bad but was so embarrassed...
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