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I got from Iraq August 15, 2011 and out of the army March 1, 2012. Today, I learned a few things. I dont feel whole after I got out of the army. I was proud. Felt great to tell people I was in in the army. I got out and I lost that self respect and self esteem. Identified a trigger. When I...

Does anyone put on a happy face and deep down you wanna yell at the people? I do cause I hate people asking whats wrong. Tonight my poor roommate got little taste of my anger. And the guy has been just trying to help. I apologized and gave him a hug.

Thank you Sleeping Dragon, that is so true how before the war, we were innocent and thought alot about the world, ddidn't think of the dangers that lurked in the shadows. One day we will be able to rest easy again...

Listen to this song "Battle in distress" by Soldier Hard. We're here for eachother brother...

Go get em tiger!!! Take no prisoners!!!!

But to a man, I dont think there are any better self pleasures then a clean shave then good smelling aftershave. Just my $.02

Sorry Spock, I just needed to let it flow and didn't think about doing a search. I stand corrected.

I agree brother, ive felt responsible for his death since then. It was/is still hard to bear but I dont have the guilt I did. I know we did everything we could to give him the best possible chance of living. An Numaniyah, Iraq. Then cleaning out blood from the trucks. I was numb, pretending...

Yeah I do want to, that was over the winter as im a heating technician and also delivered heating oil so there was lots to.do. but I see where I went wrong and i hope we can. just like the army, I wont volunteer again!!! Lol

Yes she knows. Im hoping she will be up for couples counseling but im not holding my breath either. Yes my father absolutely did. I showed my love to her by working. And i also used it to run from my past and hurt. My love got lost in translation. I have made great leaps in the therapy program...

Ill be honest, since I got back from deployment, ive pushed her away, not meaning to. I've been trying to find and fix myself, seeing friends killed is very hard. And I forgot about her. And after our son, we really forgot about eachother. We bought a house and growing up my father told me a...

Yes, the day a friend was killed. I used to read his obituary often. Ive been hanging onto the guilt for 3.5 years. I know he would want me to live on, but its hard to live with. The reason why I put my wife through such hell, trying to find a remedy. only after she left with our son did I see...

Hey everyone, without going into too much detail about my wife's trauma, how can i show support to her? Marriage is on an icy slope right now and i love her with all my heart. I want to show her I do love her and want to know/learn about her. To add to the situation, I have my own PTSD from...

Hey everyone, name is Dave. Been looking for some time and now here I am! Hope everyones day is going well so far!!

Why, thank you sir!!

I guess im the douchebag...lol

Welcome!!!

Hahaha it took me a while but I read every damn page and it was awesome!!! Thank you guys for much needed laughs!!!

Thank you. Need to work on the ending a little bit but not bad in 15 minutes. Just alot of shit going through my head right now and felt good to put it down

We wore the uniform, we thought we served it well. But when we came back from war, we put our family through hell. Living in a f*cked up world, where all we hear are screams. Battle buddies coming to haunt us, especially in our dreams. Always trying to fix ourselves, not knowing what is...

I tried to be a marine but they told me I had too much knowledge so I couldn't fit my inside that damn little jar. Lol, welcome brother

Hey brother, theres a lot of shit going on. Im with ya bro. Found some shit last Friday that was really f*cked up. It hurts losing a love but it makes us stronger. You cant change the past, just the future bro. You should look into an inpatient PTSD program. Im in one now as I type. Its helping...

Need a f*ckin love button bro, happy for you!!!

Its a good relaxationtechnique. Used it last night to fall asleep and slept petty good. But it walks you through to focus on different parts of your body and get them to , make you more aware of the.now

Anyone ever use this for relaxation?