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Did all the goals I posted yay! This dog stuff has made me realize how much better my life is because of her, the freedom she provides, I can go anywhere with out worring about danger from other people, which is huge for me. So while researching for her, I ran across about training dogs and for...

SophiaWisdom, Great name you have too:) So glad you said something, not long winded at all, needed to hear from a fellow traveler in PTSD and the world. Makes sense to stay put part of the time and do the therapy, it is not easy after the travel, freedom bug has bitten! Amazing where we can...

@Berlinda, i am pretty new here, not sure how much we try to keep to the topic that was originally posted, please let me know if we should do anything different. Thanks for the subject

Yes like starting to charge!!! Can't believe it is free, it is reassuring to see.

Yes I am in on updating each other, it is great to have people to talk to about it and the PTSD really affects it. not sure if you mean on this thread or another way, let me know, good idea and I like your flower . Yes I know exactly what you mean by increased awareness of everything, which...

Streangth and peace, that is a great way to say it:) I am so grateful you posted about insight timer:) cant express enough thank u's!!! it is exactly what i had been looking for for years, safe and non threatening, go at your own pace, can stop and take breaks, instruction for all levels and...

So excellent to read this thread, what fun! I signed up for headspace and insight timer yesterday after I read the first couple of posts here, really excited to start using them, love the number of people currently mediating on the front page of insight timer, I had no idea something like this...

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Hi, I can relate, I feel blind rage at times, I happens more and is harder to deal with and control if under stress and triggered constantly, like it sounds like is happening in your situation, I've had it happen in relationships, I did the same and left or put distance like you are, looking...

I am in danger of remaining in La la land, which I entered about a week ago, getting unregulated, depressed, anxious, paranoid. Had been off sugar, carbs, this is one week into being where i grew up. I was going to stay but I am leaving then will come back in May, I want to be around daughter...

I read some of your diary the other day and it is beautiful . I have thought of you also today, as I had a boyfriend do the same, thank you for writing, it has helped me tremendously, sending lots of love and compassion for tomorrow

Jadie rose, I am 51 got disability for PTSD when I was 45, like you had to go in front of the judge, waiting for that was beyound depressing, no way to think about much else besides how I "failed" having to prove I "failed" life was on hold waiting for that for a couple of years, looking back...

Thinking of all the people on this site that keep going despite all odds :)

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Oh yeah, me too! Just drove 1,000's of miles to learn the lesson again, it only works if I can be there for my dad, if I need anything it does not work, at 51 and a life time of working on this, 30 years, I finally came to the conclusion last night it is ok for me to exist, have fun even if I am...

Whew, that was a intense learning experience, came home worried about dog, worried about the country, worried about daughter who hurt her leg skiing. Forgot about dad and his diagnosed, full blown selfishness! Can't stay with him, made it one night and got a motel. In Michigan going to stay...

Thanks all for giving me a safe place to start processing this, I am rolling now . I felt bad as soon as I posted I was starting to feel weird about this attachment to the dog, I knew there was nothing wrong with it, but writing it out in a public forum it was sounding weird to me. I...

I have found many things I didn't think we're related to trauma were, it is hard to always know for sure. I would say anything you see as a stressor is a stressor, not sure the context of this though, good luck!

J- that's exactly what got me thinking on this track was the throwing up after eating yucky stuff. It is so hard but I am glad I got thinking so I can have a good plan. My heart goes out to us all, thanks for writing

lionheart, not much to add, so much wisdom here ❤️ But had been following your postings and wanted to hi and can relate, same thing happened with my mom . Sounds like you are doing well and so is she

If anyone is struggling with this situation the website and services recommended by ladyzane, petlossathome, is totally addressing the questions I had, especially about the practical aspects of being on the road. Lots of emotional resources too ❤️. I am making progress accepting the reality of...

My dad is a scary, scary narrassist. I forget how mean he is, I try and be there for him and then gent all twisted up. Came "home" because I was worried about losing my dog on the road, the instability in the country then my daughter hurt her act skiing. I am battling parinoia now, so far I...

Parinoid, angry, sad

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