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Don't be sad. He doesn't want you to be sad. He has to deal with stuff. You can't help him. I'm sorry, don't be sad.

I'm so sorry @solemn93 ...You are right, it is her loss. I'm sorry you are going through this. A broken heart is a hard thing to deal with. I'm glad you have some closure, even if it is heartbreaking. :( Look to the horizon and all the new possibilities in store for you. I know how kind...

I'm so sorry you had to go through all you have. You did not deserve the treatment given to you through your young years to now.

Yes, it's like it's got it own life. It's so hard to control. I have to just let myself seethe, because if I start to direct it toward someone, I can't control it. I just keep attacking. And the whole time my mind is going, "stop it, what's the matter with you, cut it out, stop yourself!"...

Yes I have, several times. It totally explains what happened....get rid of it, my cup is overflowing :)

So, tonight I was so angry, for absolutely no reason. All afternoon at work, I felt defeated and hopeless. Like, what's the point of anything. I wasn't sad, it wasn't anything like that, it was like a "nothing" feeling. I couldn't find any joyful thought. Nothing, I felt, nothing. When my...

@solemn93 I believe you've shown her great kindness and your heart is in the right place. Please remember that. It is very hard to go through what she is going through. But, yes, it is hard for the supporter as well. She is lucky to have met you. :)

I'm pulling for you in that you take care of yourself and that you find help for your bi-polar. :) ...But not the relationship, I don't see it as good for you.

I must say, when I read your post I said exactly what @Friday said. I said, "so you lied to him?" and about the cheating thing...I was like what the heck!?! I don't really know much about bi-polar, so I can't speak to your actions, but you did admit to lying and to seeking to cheat. But you...

I don't think you are an awful person :) You have shown her kindness and concern. That's admirable. I'm sorry you are going through this. Take care of and be at peace with yourself. Enjoy your life. :) You have been here for sometime. You sought out information and answers. How great is...

When I begin to freak out (that's what I call it, for myself) I must isolate myself. If you come near me or push me, I will hurt you emotionally. I'm going through something in my head that you cannot help me with. Not only that, it's like I'm in the place, in the moment. If I have to deal...

My name is a combination of my beloved pets that have passed on. They saw me through a lot in my past. Musette, my cat and Molly, my dog. They were friends and grew up together. They brought me so much comfort in some of my most difficult times when I was younger.

My abuser called me that while he abused me and after he abused me. They do disturb me as well, you are not alone.

I'm sorry you are going through this...I can only offer you this example... Last night my husband asked me to pick something up from the grocery store really fast as I ran errands. No problem. As I stood in line my eyes caught a glimpse of peanut M&M's. I took a breath and turned away...and...

I hide in my own world, I shut down. I don't talk, I won't look at you and I don't want you talking to me and especially, don't not look at me! I don't run away, because I am afraid. im afraid of almost everything at that point. I just want to be alone and hidden. Do not come near me. It...

Yes, this is true, very true

I'm so sorry you are having to face that, but you are brave to do so. :)

I appreciate being able to write down everything inside me. I've carried many things inside me almost my whole life. I can't even say most everything, but I can write it. My two sisters are the ones I've told details to. And I can't talk it I have to text it. The words don't come out. But I...

I'm new here and am not very eloquent in my words, nor do I know how to respond to people on here yet, but I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone. I hear you and support you. You take care blueweepingrose