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@Anarchy "but the anti minority stance which the thread is about, shows that ideas of who should populate the [hellish] utopia, and who it's imaginary largesse should be limited to, an who should be forcibly weeded out, are all too current" Im half sami. Some of my trauma derives from this...

Learned something now from @ladee namely toxic shame - boom. Also had a interesting conversation with a counsler today that is also into fitness industry here in Noway. She told me Im not the first to get destroyed as a trainer by the cynical fitness industry in this country that only wants us...

No no no no no no and absolutely NO!! Reminds me of Netherland where a woman was allowed after applying for free self death help to kill her self. She had ptsd. Why cant they just put their money and effort on giving the support and help we actually need? Read the articel. The effect of...

@shimmerz and @pixel I need to think more about this I think. I mean - am I really somehow dissociating with out being aware of it at all?

Good & interesting thread. Many years ago so cant remember what book it was, but thoughts are merely a emotional plea which goes to your distorted thinking. So I got that I dont need to be controlled by my feelings. Atleast not all of the time... And that its possible to work on changing...

Ive been severly sick and thats how I entered the world of nutrition. Doctors have no answer and no clue. By own experiement I learned that certain food makes me sick and others keep me on my feets. Also to remember to replenish with enough water. Interesting indeed. I hope it works out for...

@shimmerz had to think about what you wrote and If Im actually dissociating without being aware. But no. This is not dissociating tired. Well aware of what you mean. Ive consciously let me self into dissociate sometimes when I had to do things I really couldnt bare doing. Then as you say Ill...

Find the effect of food on the organism to be really intriguing. Glad to hear that you found out about this. Aware that its not like everything will fix it self hokus pokus eating right food, but for sure it regulate the hormon system in a way that allows you to overcome much better. Not good...

Belive I havent spoke with you but Ill still leave a message as you leave to say farewell and take well care of your self. Hope you find peace too.

I just wonder if its normal reaction to be so tired that you are almost paralyzed? Is there anybody that reckognize or understand this? Like today - again - at school. I was just so tired allready early on this morning. Came 2 o clock and I was more or less gone barely holding on to sit on the...

You been fighting for this for years you say under harsh conditions. Im not sure you are gettin worse. I just dont think its so simple that we can achieve a long sought for goal and then instantely all is well and fine and dandy. Its implicates so much. And must be so many mixed emotions for you...

You live in the US with Trump? May God have mercy on us all in these fimbul winters we are facing.

Cant push like on this. Im so so so awefully sorry to hear these mildly said terrible things they did to you Sending you warm thoughts and wish you courage to heal cause you certainly deserved to have a good life after been through this. Take well care.

@hodge Im so scared of our future. I had to atleast try to initate something even if I dont really want to. I prefer sit safe and warm in sofa. But I cant anymore. So even if no one say yes atleast Ive tried. We will see how it goes. Takk :hug:

This should actually be posted under sucess and accomplishment cause thats what this is. Like most people I prefer to sit warm and safe in my sofa and talk about the politcal clima on facebook. Also Ill add with ptsd and all the after math of it I really have enough struggle my self. But now -...

I feel you. Been through some of the same. Its crap and it really hurts. Dont have so much more to say then to send you warm thoughts and hope it will work out. Take well care.

Thanks from my heart @Zoogal :hug::hug: Since Im posting this somewhere else too I post it here for you - maybe Im childish, but I find it so cute :D Lava (From "Lava" (Official Lyric Video))

Im not feeling bad @Zoogal no worries :) Its just touchy. Ive known for quite some time that this is the essence, but for therapist and such they seems to be more occupied by all the other stuff like the named beatings and such. It seems easy (for proffesionals) to forget the most essential...

Yes @Zoogal keep on makin me cry :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry: And you dont have to be sorry cause as you say its true. You know - its not that they beat me nor that they did the others evil things that hurts the most. Its that they never showed me love nor actually loved me. And then of course...

@Zoogal awwww..... Now you made me cry by these words :cry::cry::cry: <3 All the mess I write comes down to what you just wrote, and its hurts (even do its not really bad)

@Silver. @Zoogal Its not so much about her nor her expetations. Its more about me not being used to have a family and atleast not family that actually likes to be around and with me :confused: Her expetations is merely just to be with me. Not so worried about makin food since she is used to my...

Yeah so daughter confirmed today that she probably will come to me on christmas :geek: Not gonna make it a problem.... But but but but Help :bag::bag::bag::bag: As some of you know I adopted her few years ago and usually she would spend christmas with another extra family. This family will...

I like you norgerman @Ronin :p veldig velkommen :D ich kannst nicht sprechen deutch aber ser gut cough cough :bag:

@Ronin takk :ninja::happy:

Ill have a new go for today - had a black whole day and a severe break down but pulled my self togheter took a shower to wash of just 20 min before appoinment and went to trainer job to meet client. Managed to be very profesional also in speech (which sometimes is a issue) and even make the...