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Thank you so much Poeticprincess. The words and validation mean a lot to me!!!!! I am sorry if this offends but I still think that it would be easier four me in a sense if there hasn't been any gray area at all.. At least I would know for sure. At least I wouldn't be able to think, "Yeah, my...

Thank you both so much. Your words are so mind and much needed. I hope you are both doing well. Safe :hug: for you if ok.

I feel so broken up and scrambled... I feel like am trying to figure out and process what happened but I am not even sure about anything. It is all so gray... Here it goes: I am so angry at what you did to me! You have made me second guess and invalidate and minimize my own experiences...

That is a GREAT!!!!! I am very proud of you! :) I thiknk I will try this as well! Thanks! I hope it is okay if I steal this idea as my own. Blessings to you! Safe :hug: if okay.

Welcome to the forums! I hope you find it supportive and caring like I have! I support you fully and appluad your bravery and strength in dealing with this all! Blessings to you! Safe :hug: if OK.

I am sorry Lucy :( I don't understand either. I mean, I get that a swat on the bottom is okay in my book, but I think my father went overboard. I am sorry yours hurt you and your siblings as well. I also understand the 'waiting game'. I found it almost worse in a way almost. Supporting you...

Those are great questions to ask Lucy. I see my T every other week if I am lucky although I went over a month this last time. I wish I could see her more often though. We are currently working on my parents... I am not even sure how I feel about it all honestly. It is taking a lot longer than I...

That is a really good idea! Thank you for the input, support, and kind words. Blessings to you.

You are more than welcome! Safe and caring :hug:

I had problems with compulsivity as well. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers

I am very glad for you!!!!!! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers if OK! If you ever need anything you can message me!~

Yes, the meds helped me sooo much. I went on them when I was 9 as well. I still struggle with it but have learned how to manage it some and it isn't as bad as when I was younger. The only real hyperactivity I have now is that I talk REALLY fast and I have racing thoughts.

This really was hard and also a bit fun to write if I am completely honest. :p

I hope this helped someone. Even if it just gives one person some hope and reassurance.

I think I have to accept that this is always how it is going to be...

This is the most recent poem I wrote. I wrote it to my dad. This is how I feel about what he did to me.

I wrote this about how I feel remorse regarding the circumstances between my parents and I.

I wrote this in relation to the r*pe that took place in December 29th 2011... A few days will be the 1-year anniversary. Uuugh.

You didn't hijack anything. I am more than happy to have a thread that can also help and validate others feelings. Blessings to you!!!! :) It does get hard though. I understand ADHD. I have it.

I am sorry he is Autistic. That must be very difficult. You have no need yo explain your feelings. They are completely valid. A feeling is just that: a feeling. We can't help what we feel. I support you and thank you for supporting me.

I always am thankful for hugs. Thank you. Blessings to you. Have safe holidays.

Thank you so much for the hugs and support. I am sorry that you have the same experiences.

Merry Christmas to you too. Blessings to you. This is a hard month. In 4 days in my 1-year anniversary... Oh joy right? Anyway, safe :hug: if OK. Thank you for the well wishes.

My dad used the belt other times too. I think he may have even used a wooden oar once...??? I can't be sure though.

Screw you C!!!! I don't get how you changed!? I was soooooo in love with you. I would have (and did) do anything for you! You knew that and used it against me... You were so amazing and loving... The guy I fell in love with. The guy I thought you were... How... Why did you change? Were you EVER...