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Thanks to all three of you. It means a lot to me, really. You are all so right. I just have to go slow. I can do this. Blessings and thanks to each of you. ♥

My dad's surgery went well. They had to take some of his muscle in his throat as well as his lymph gland and right tonsil but they got it all out. Such a relief. I am still reeling from the stuff I was dealing with before I found out he had cancer. I am just so mixed up with how I feel... I hate...

My dad's surgery went well. They had to take some of his muscle in his throat as well as his lymph gland and right tonsil but they got it all out. Such a relief. I am still reeling from the stuff I was dealing with before I found out he had cancer. I am just so mixed up with how I feel... I hate...

They changed his surgery date from the 20th of this month to this Friday, the 3rd. I am very glad. I will exhausted as I get off at 7am Friday morning and then have to drive to the hospital in my hometown for his surgery which is at 9am. Then I have to be back into work at 11pm. But it is worth...

BruceLucy, I'm sorry to hear about your sister-in-law's cancer. I hope and pray your brother opens up if he needs to. I am praying for you and your family as you all deal with this. I have not seen my T since December 19th and won't see her again until the 6th. My dad's surgery had been moved...

Thank you so much Bluebird. That means more than I can say. :hug: if ok. Blessings.

Hmmm. Wow. That's a lot of stuff to read and sort through. I know you are trying to help and mean nothing offensive by it. I'm sorry you were so hurt. You deserved none of it. And logically, I know I didn't either... but part of me doesn't believe it maybe. I was an adult when his friend r*ped...

My dad didn't sexually abuse me. He loves me VERY much. In fact, I think it's safe to say he loves me more than almost anything. He is one of the best people you'll meet. And I'm afraid that I've painted him in a bad light. I didn't give him credit. As for his friend, it's weird because he and...

I know this is redundant... But I just need to say this. I need prayers. Well, my dad does. He was diagnosed with cancer as you know. I've been telling him to go to the doctor for months... He finally did as you know. I am trying to remain positive. I know God is here with me and with him. He...

Thank you. It means a lot. I am not okay... I know this is redundant but I just need to say it all. I need prayers. Well, my dad does. He was diagnosed with cancer as you know. I've been telling him to go to the doctor for months... He finally did as you know. I am trying to remain positive. I...

Thank you all so much. It is difficult sorting through all of this stuff... It really stinks. I will try and take into account all of what each of you have said. I truly appreciate your kind responses. My dad has surgery that is scheduled on January 20th. He has yet to schedule a PET scan...

Wow, I could have written this myself. No joke. This is exactly how I feel when I get in these "states"... I am sorry that you are also going through this. I have so much more to say but need to get to bed. Xanax is kicking in and I only have a few hours I can sleep before I need to be awake. PM...

I am very sorry for what happened. It is a horrible experience. I am glad to hear that both you and your friend are in therapy though. It is hard to fathom how a parent can act like that... But my dad did too in a way. Regardless, I am sorry that it happened but am glad you are reaching out for...

Anni is in 2 days... And I found out several days ago that my dad has cancer... I don't know how bad yet... I was in such shock for a couple days and just cried and cried. Because as much as I am upset at my dad for all the things that have happened between him and I and his family... I still...

@Brucielucy , I am all over the place. Thank you for asking. It means a lot. I hope you are very well yourself and that your Christmas went well. ♥ Anni is in 2 days... And I found out several days ago that my dad has cancer... I don't know how bad yet... I was in such shock for a couple days...

I am short on words at the moment and I apologize for this... Just know that I hear you and care. Blessings and support! ♥

To all the rest of you, thank you for the support. I guess I am ready to accept what she did back then... This whole pregnancy thing would not be a big deal if it were not for what she did back in March... And honestly, I am not mad about her not wanting it on Facebook. I get it. I totally do. I...

Um, I know she wasn't. I am not making it about myself. It is her and her husband's child. You must not have any idea what she did to me. Which is part of the reason contact has ceased... Although I miss her so much. I NEVER forced her to talk about anything at all. I congratulated her. I never...

Thank you to each and everyone of you!!! I know that my friend has her reasons for not wanting it on Facebook. I get that. And I am fine with that... That is not what I am upset about. I am upset about what she did to me... Months ago... And now her not telling me about such an important time in...

Thank you for the :hug:!!! :hug: right back at you! It is more than OK that you didn't read it all. Perfectly fine. I know there is a lot there. I am so sorry that you relate and have had somewhat similar experiences. I support you in those and wish you all the best in your healing and...

Thank you so much for your input. Sorry it is screaming at you... :| Not trying to scream lol... But, well, see my friend has hurt me so so badly... And she told some other girls who she used to hate... And I KNOW I would be one of the first ones... If it wasn't for the other stuff that she did...

I am so scared for my aunt... I just can't focus... Can't stay attentive to what I need to do. half the time I walk around not knowing what I need to do or just walk around barely knowing what I am supposed to do or where I should be... Gets me into trouble... Employer told me I needed to get...

I am so scared for my aunt... I just can't focus... Can't stay attentive to what I need to do. half the time I walk around not knowing what I need to do or just walk around barely knowing what I am supposed to do or where I should be... Gets me into trouble... Employer told me I needed to get...

Hi there! I am sorry you are struggling with this and for what you have endured to get to this point. You have my support! Try this site. It's great!:) This just has a lot if info along with other things that can go along with or be affected by PTSD. Wishing you the best! It is scary but you'll...

So, here are just some things that have been happening in the last month... I found out about the 4th and 5th bullet points within an hour or two of each other... Anni (of a particular r*pe) this month and I want December to be over... It's the 29th... Persistent panic attacks that cause severe...