Search results

Scott, I can only begin to imagine what the experience was like to see them in the wild. There is a sanctuary in a Neighboring state that has to relocate. I am hoping that they stay in the area. Would just like the opportunity of observation. I envy you.

THE HORSE WISPERER with Robert Redford

After reading the post BG I was amazed at the resemblance of your feelings and mine almost down to the word. I too read the posts and diaries but as you said you feel afraid to comment. Totally understand as I wonder if I'm going to do or say something wrong. Have always been a listerner just...

I didn't give myself the recognition now that you mention it but yes I am very proud of Tanner for the strides that he's made especially after what he went through. We both know that we are safe with the other. My most impressive memory of his progress was shortly after he came home. Still very...

Bec, Praying for you and keeping you in my thoughts. I know in my own personal experience if I didn't have the support that I had the day hub went to court I never would have made it through. Find some one you feel safe with. Or if you have to take an army. Just remember you don't have to be...

Animals can answer back you just have to know how to read them. Depending on the animal their needs can be complex and far from simple. Animals will show loyalty yes but you need to earn their trust also. They have needs. An abused animal won't show loyalty to their owner they will fight back or...

No I don't see dead people. Images, voices, pains yes. I didn't say I think that. I am just afraid of the end results of the evaluation. I can tell you this much though, when I get to the place I'm in right now it's as if someone else is taking over. When I go back and read the posts at a later...

I have always loved animals ever since I can remember. For me I get along much better with them than I do people. I have a really big heart where they are concerned. Always brought home injured animals to nurse them back be they domesticated or wild. I guess the biggest thing for me is they...

Sorry everyone but I really need some input here. After years of many, many, different diagnosises I find myself questioning if I really have PTSD or something more complex. My biggest fear is that when I meet my new Doctor that after the psyc evaluation is done that they are going to tell me...

I finally finished a cross stitch of an ocean scene for my son. He was so delighted that I was finally able to finish it. It felt really good considering that it took me three years to complete. Try to get a picture for y'all to see. I was finally able to complete something instead of leaving it...

I was 19 when I found out I was pregnant for the first time.My boyfriend and I were young and not yet ready. So I made the decision to terminate the pregnancy. I would have loved to of had the baby but still needed to grow up. I haven't thought about it in years. Yet I can see it in my mind like...

Relieved that you made it ok. Was thinking of you all day yesterday and last night. Driving 12 hours is tough enough without worrying about the weather. You definetly showed you stregnth and determination. Now just take some time to relax and don't try to over do it. Hugs.

Hope everything goes well for you on the trip. Take it easy be safe and remember we're thinking of you.

Eveidently he is finding out that it isn't easy to get it done as he thought. But kudos to him. Asked him if he wanted me to finish the shopping but he is going to stick it out. In a way I'm glad. Being in a store full of people is not the most comfortable situation for me to deal with.

How do you decide which therapy will be best for yourself. This I a question that I have been pondering for a while. I think I already know what my answer is but I als have to keep in mind what is best for my family. On one hand there is out patient working with a therapist on a weekly basis ...

Mom Vs> The Bee This happened years ago. I was pregnant with my first child and mom and I were out on the porch talking. There was this bee that started flying around us. Instantly I started batting and moving away from the little pest. My mom told me that if I just stood still that the bee...

This year I decided that dear old hubs gets to do the Christmas shopping. It seems that every year after the shopping is done he always complains about how much money I spent. As he isn't one to wander around in a store he doesn't realize the prices on stuff. So this year he gets the honors and...

I actually found enough energy to do the dishes and mop the kitchen floor. I felt really good afterwards like I was able to accomplish some thing and not have to worry about getting crap for it.

Thanks for the advise Anthony I will try and give it a shot. You were right in one aspect. Self-esteem is at a zero. Confidence none to be found. Afraid of what I'll see in the eyes. Disappointment,anger,lies,pain,sometimes nothing just a blank. Something to work on.

What was the reasoning behind him sending the e-mail if I'm not being too nosy? I mean was he trying to get a rise out of you or was it more like I came across these and didn't know if you wanted them? As for what to do with them you have to make that decision yourself. If it was me and they...

I can understand the stresses of moving having move about 10 times in the last 6 years. Mostly due to hub though. Its easy to say that it will all work out in the end. Just try and take it easy and one step at a time and it will be over before you know it. My thoughts are with you.

Is there anyone else out there that has a problem with eyes? I don't mean bad eyesight. For some reason I have a very difficult time looking at peoples eyes. I don't know if this contributed to this or not but at age 8 or 9 my dad had my sister and I watch the Exorsist. I was alright until she...

Christmas is hard for my family also. My hubs. father left him and his mom for another woman at the age of 10. To say that he hates x-mas is not an understatement. Because money is tight for everyone we have decided that we are buying or giving gifts only to the kids this year. Luckily everyone...

Yes I do feel safe there. If you take me out of the mountains I get clausterphobic. Don't know as if thats the right word but I feel like Dorthy not being in Kansas anymore. What are the Tablelands?.

I have a situation that hasn't really been delt with yet. Approx. two and a half years into my marriage my hub fathered a child with another woman. Didn't find out until two days before he was arrested. I was hurt, enraged, and humiliated all at the same time. I felt that this woman took away my...