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    Uncontrollable Sobbing

    Damn the sorrows that poison my heart and harden my tears. I am so sorry that you had to endure the cruelty and torment of evil. I wish with all my love that I could take back those lonely years and give you heart smiles and joy. Please know that you were not alone down there beneath the...
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    Canticle

    Contours of Grace~ Ravens wisper my shadow down beneath the darkness. Caressing my lonely heart with echos of heaven. Every drop of flame Ignites silhouettes of love. Shimmering with divine light. Aching with joy and Fading into an Infinitely of bliss!
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    I Hate Myself Today

    You're welcome and anytime! My mama taught me to do the best I can, so here I am. This stone of sorrow will never drag me down. Love is our greatest blessing after all !
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    Canticle

    This is not goodbye!!! My dark day in the Sky~ Why am breathing in a Dragon and dying a Butterfly?? You figure it out. I am done with this bag of bones; and all your downtrodden stones... The true loves of mine and Eternitie's paradigm! Your echo of time can kiss my toe, I am letting go...
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    I Hate Myself Today

    I have lived the same life and carry far to many stones of sorrow that belong to others. I am affraid to let others see my beautiful soul and kind hearted love. My life here has not been easy on me to say the least. Regardless, I have never given up on true love and have helped many with my...
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    I Hate Myself Today

    I hear you and totaly understand the dark miment you are in. I wish I could somehow hug you and let you kniw that yiur efforts to make this world a better place. It is because if people like you that I decided to stick around a be a part of humanity. There are so many twisted and evil self...
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    Canticle

    Create your paradigm~ Everything is blue in this world. Beneath the collective movements and surface tension; our reality collides. Mirriors of truth capture everything, even time ripples into the clear pools. Empires of dark fade away, with howls of despair... The pain transcends into love...
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    @Ironlady Turn my heart of sorrow around, to the heavenly song within. Allow the kindless rain to loll me down. No smiles, no truth, no love; Just crying into the silence, of the ocean waves... Echo's of time washing away the stones... Tiny grains of sand remain. Dancing within my true...
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    Canticle

    My echo of time came tumbling down; through the slip stream, into paradigms of humanity flow. I traveled long lonely roads looking for you. Carrying bags of bones with dust and winds This is where it all begins. Looking back where time stands still. I see you standing there with our heavenly...
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    This breath is timeless, looking back through the paradigms. You were always dancing ahead of me. Guiding my spirit with true loves embrace. You are there now, looking back at me with Eternity and pure love~ My echo of time came tumbling down; through the slip stream, into paradigms of...
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    Canticle

    I ride the white horse through the night. Thundering beneath the moonlight. Chasing wraith spirits down. Fading beneth all the love that I found... My true spirit blazing like fire with every breath of love. Glistening with tears of sorrow from above. This is the echo of my life, my terms of...
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    Canticle

    Paradigms! When I look back at this echo of time; I often wonder how I could see the stars, without the light in my eyes. Falling beneath the night, fading my flame within, howling with the wind. Defender of grace, with nobility and fiery Chi. How could this be my reality. Overrun with ill...
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    Canticle

    I tried to be like you~ Competing for my right to be, diving into bliss, swimming against the tide... Emulating your breath within, splashing into your glory deep beneath my skin~ Grace was their walking through the breath, hahaha she is the soft fall night, laughing with light and collecting...
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    It must have been me fading you down, pulling all your dark clouds with me, running my shadow through hell. My Darkness rains down into crevice of clear white stone, with lightning and amber fire within. Follow me down where the fire burns brighter and the blistering heat, turns shadow to...
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    That train keeps a rolling~ Them people keep on moving, draging all their cries Fading down my sky. I bet they will claim my skin, run me through and through, take all my days and hide their sin. Cause; their trubbled souls are lost loves of mine. I rember them best, way back when, they were...
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    @BelovedDreamwalker For the all the fade to black moments that captivate the broken souls... Hell we all live in a picture perfect world~ Just turn on the radio and let it flow. Close your eyes soft and slow. Let the shadows do their thing and listen to the beautiful strings. Imagine the...
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    Christmas trees pire~ Take.back your anointed oils and dabbles of light. You could not love strong enough to bless my night. Take.back your masquerades of love and pretty smiles, you were not kind hearted enough to save me from exile. Take back your code of ethics and sunday school songs...
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    @BelovedDreamwalker Hauntingly beautiful.and lovely soul. Thank you for sharing this gift. Chasing after shadows~ Painting my most brilliant colors, Iiluminating the heaven sky within. Bleeding my heart dry, Dancing my soul above the.sin. Breathing my spirit void, Howling my wild and free...
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    The corridors of time echo with your essense. Always lingering, always wispering with saphire horizon's, sented with eternity... Your spirit dances across my sky with soft embers falling into pools; nevermore... Corridors of sorrow with empty stare my true love lingers there. Vibrant with...
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    For the timeless one~ When the anchient ones fell on sonder shores, the opia of souls fragmented into ambiguous colors. Shadows of my spirit faltered into monochopsis shards. Reflecting enouments of future shine. Pounding the rubatosis echo of my walking drum. The kenopsia of my lonely...
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    They all see different sides of me~ Like babbling brooks casting shadows on light; falling into sea, falling into stone. Shades and contures reflecting truth. Mirrors of time etched with mist; Yet, they fail to see my bliss...
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    Canticle

    My light fades into broken dreams, harboring lost love and despair. My soul is washed away, falling down there. My spirit calling out for your eternal flame Please Father, hear my prayer.
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    @Sandstone This is me~ My hopes and dreams fading down my desire, breaking my self world Into fragmented fire. Every jaded stone, every drop of love falling into flames. Grinding down the pain. Praying for the heart smile deep down within. This is my spirit cry, this is my sin.
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    Canticle

    This is me~ My hopes and dreams fading down on desire, breaking my self world down. Every little bit of my love begging for light, praying for your heart smiles. Deep down within, this is my cry. Let it begin...
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    Death This Is My Breath !

    Let your words breathe and trust in the wisdom of your soul. I haved endured complex PTSD DID since I was 2 years old. It was a very lonely life for me. Always beeing out of faze and trying to hold onto me at the same time. I found that writing and just letting my emotions flow helped me to...
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