Uncontrollable Sobbing

[Deleted member 38242]

Anyone else get flashbacks so bad they cry for 6-7 hours straight. Completely sobbing like they've been tortured? It hasn't happened for a while, but I did today. I used to cry like this all throughout my 20's. I can't help it when I do. It's just a lifetime of torment from people and a situation up to 18 i couldn't escape, and after that was too poor to move until I was 23. I couldn't escape, uncontrollable tormented sobbing.

 

[Canticle]

Anyone else get flashbacks so bad they cry for 6-7 hours straight. Completely sobbing like they've be...

Damn the sorrows that poison my heart and harden my tears. I am so sorry that you had to endure the cruelty and torment of evil. I wish with all my love that I could take back those lonely years and give you heart smiles and joy. Please know that you were not alone down there beneath the pain. I have cried with oceans of despair and lost love.

I almost lost my heart with all the stones of sorrow. The pain was unbearable. My lonely life and fear of others nearly consumed all of me. I survived with my love intact!

So hello beautiful one, yes I have cried like that and you are not alone!

 

[Rainsong]

Anyone else get flashbacks so bad they cry for 6-7 hours straight. Completely sobbing like they've be...

I get those when my stress level is high, and has been for a while, and I can't handle it. It builds up inside and suddenly I cry uncontrollably for hours and don't know how to stop. Usually it comes after an anxiety attack or during, or after pushing the bad memories away for months.

You are not alone.

 

[Deleted member 38242]

Thanks. My eyes are puffy bad today, but I feel better. Didn't wake up to memories of hate today. I don't think it's normal to sob for 6-7 hours straight and hurt that bad but when it comes it comes, and there's nothing I can do. At least I wasn't crying in public that ones embarrassing. I've lost it in grocery stores sobbing.