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  1. Astrid_Shadow

    Catdog And Dogcat.. And A Family Of Nuts

    We have a cat who thinks hes the boss, he knocks things over all the time and slaps our big dog around. Poor girl shes always being slapped for nothing. We also have two dogs a small poodle whos gonna be 12 years old he still to this day, has a bad habit of humping our bigger dog. Im surprised...
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    My husband died today

    No one can replace the one you lost medic. Those smells of his cologne are his way of showing you that he is with you. You've gone through so much and Tin just wants to make sure your not alone. I don't find it right...people trying to do the things you used to do with him. Its not right and...
  3. Astrid_Shadow

    Ptsd: How Does It Affect Your Short Term Memory

    Yeah I know what thats like. Tomorrow were gonna be talking to my ex's mother about the court conditions so we don't need to do court anymore.
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    Ptsd: How Does It Affect Your Short Term Memory

    Thank you @brokenEMT I'm gonna make an appointment with my doctor. Yes I have a therapist I'm gonna be seeing her on Thursday and boy do I have a lot to tell her.
  5. Astrid_Shadow

    I've Fallen Back Into My Depression.

    @joeylittle I've called multiple times, using many different aliases. I'll do what I can. Thanks Joey
  6. Astrid_Shadow

    I've Fallen Back Into My Depression.

    @joeylittle Well right now I'm trying to keep myself distracted by listening to music. Normally music or funny shows like the simpsons help change my mind and when things get really really bad I come here. You guys are a godsend and have stopped me from ending it more than once.
  7. Astrid_Shadow

    Ptsd: How Does It Affect Your Short Term Memory

    Omg I am so glad I'm not alone. I'm glad I can relate to someone. I know that feeling. When it comes down to memories I'm not even sure whats real and whats not anymore. My memory blanks are only for certain things though and my brain tells me "It happened like this" or "It happened like that"...
  8. Astrid_Shadow

    I've Fallen Back Into My Depression.

    @whiteraven I have a woman I talk to but Im not seeing her til Thursday. What else can I do to feel numb? I'm tired of being in pain. I'm tired of being looked at like I'm just a liar. I'm tired of being frowned on. I want it to stop. Death seems like the only way for that to happen cause...
  9. Astrid_Shadow

    Two+ Years Of Chaos, No Trust

    @whiteraven We are all here to help anyway we can *hugs*
  10. Astrid_Shadow

    My husband died today

    Oh my god..I am so sorry for your loss. I'm here with hugs and a listening ear should you need it @Medic72
  11. Astrid_Shadow

    Two+ Years Of Chaos, No Trust

    @whiteraven I am so sorry this happened to you. This makes me so sad to hear. I truly hope you find someone that you are able to talk to and won't betray you like the others did. Betrayal hurts so much and I am so sorry this happened to you. I can't offer much but I can offer hugs and a...
  12. Astrid_Shadow

    I've Fallen Back Into My Depression.

    Hey guys. So with everything thats been going on these days I have fallen back into cutting myself. To those who saw my other post you already have an idea of whats going on. I'm being looked at as a liar and thats something that can't be changed. At least not now. My adoption mother is making...
  13. Astrid_Shadow

    Ptsd: How Does It Affect Your Short Term Memory

    Hi guys. Its been a while since we had a nice long chat so I'm gonna give you guys some more news on whats going on with me. Recently I've been having problems with my memory. I can remember things that happen years ago but stuff that happened involving my child and my ex's family are blank...
  14. Astrid_Shadow

    Really Excited About My Move

    Thanks everyone. If you want I can keep you guys updated when I get to Timmins.
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    What Made You Angry Today?

    My phone got taken away because my mom needs it for work. I lost my phone cause she needs another line. That pissed me off. Especially since I was told I get to keep it til December 25th. Now all of a sudden she needs to trade it in to get a business line. Not fair at all. I usually lend my...
  16. Astrid_Shadow

    Really Excited About My Move

    Yeah and worst is she says it's my fault that my son has separation anxiety and severe abandonment issues. I haven't seen him since he was 6 months old. Thanks I'm gonna need the luck for sure. Kinda sad that Ill be missing my sister's bday but I'll skype her to make up for it.
  17. Astrid_Shadow

    Dom Violence Abusive Boyfriend Says I'm Always Arguing Even When He Starts The Arguments...

    That my friend is emotional abuse and a controlling man. You need to get out of there before it gets worse. But thats just my opinion.
  18. Astrid_Shadow

    What Made You Angry Today?

    What doesnt make me angry. To be honest every little thing seems to set me off these days. From a plate breaking to a little argument with a family member. I dont let it show until I'm alone but yeah like I said pretty much anything sets me off these days.
  19. Astrid_Shadow

    Really Excited About My Move

    Hey everyone. It's been a while since I actually posted instead of just lurking in the chat. I have so much news I wanna tell you all. As most of you are aware I am currently in court trying to get access to my 4 year old son,Wyatt. I have decided on moving to Timmins, where my son is located. I...
  20. Astrid_Shadow

    Mind Sensation

    Yes almost every single day of my life.
  21. Astrid_Shadow

    Not A Very Happy Thanksgiving

    I guess. No, I'll probably just hang out with my sister when she gets back home. Most of my friends are in my old town so I don't see them as much as I want to.
  22. Astrid_Shadow

    Not A Very Happy Thanksgiving

    If you consider 23 young then I guess I am. This isn't the first time things have gotten this bad and all I can do is watch as everything falls apart. I'm drained, I'm really drained from all this.
  23. Astrid_Shadow

    Suicidal Plans

    Honestly I don't know. I have been pretty suicidal myself these days but I've kept it to myself for that same reason. My advice, even though it may seem scary, tell someone you trust about how you've been feeling and see if they have any solutions that can help. I'm sorry I can't be of much...
  24. Astrid_Shadow

    Not A Very Happy Thanksgiving

    Hey everyone, its been a while since I posted something but a lot has happened and I really need to get it off my chest. Yesterday I was hanging out alone with my step dad because my mom and sister were out of town for the night. Everything was ok we had big plans for thanksgiving but everything...
  25. Astrid_Shadow

    I Keep Going Back...i Cant Let It Go..

    Oh. Well that will definitely come in handy. I'll have to look into it. Thanks
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