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I wont lie, I ugly cried after watching the episode "hard time" that focused on O'brian serving a 20 year prison sentence in his mind in like 5 minutes because alien technology. They went REALLY dark with that series and I loved it. That one hit so close to home tho.

I absolutely do this too. I have some very graphic movies in my blueray collection and on my HD from my days of torrenting stuff in college. I named my diary thread after a disturbing movie about ww2 atrocities in Belarus. Its not especially gory by todays standards (its also considered one of...

I took no offence to your post by the way. I was actually thinking of starting at thread on it at somepoint.

I'm actually very familiar with that story! Its part of that whole troubled teen industry that pushes parents with kids who are acting out to pay alot of money to have their kid more or less kidnapped and "given treatment" which in reality is more or less torture of all sorts of flavors. She has...

been on and off watching ds9 when i have time to binge, trying out lower decks as well.

I feel all of you right now. Anger put me in the situation that led to my abuse, and let me tell you that abuse only amplified my seething and rage once I was out. But the terror of being sent back muzzled me from physically hurting someone again (tho ill be honest there have been times ive...

There needs to be a hug emoji for comments, but I also get that might be uncomfortable for people here so a like will have to do. Thank you my dude.

Thanks for the kind words, much appreciated I almost wish your projections of me were true because I would probably feel alot less ashamed of the entire situation. I came from a middle class family of well educated professionals. My mother was a medical professional and my father, ironically...

Hey Chelleen! Im so sorry that has happened to you. I'm new here too and I absolutely relate to the fear of being arrested as I was put in the back of a squad car several times as a teenager (once was in front of about 150 people which is its own form of public humiliation when you live in a...

Wes Andersons Moonrise Kingdom. Very comfy movie.

Chocolate

Today I talked to my new GP. I asked for a psych consult to get an official on paper ptsd diagnosis. I was literally dreading it since 3 am this morning, but I pulled through and asked for it. And they had absolutely amazing bedside manner. Legit the most impressive doctor I've come across over...

I feel exhausted physically and mentally from work, I've just come off 10 days of night shift. Its not an entirely unpleasant feeling especially since I have the house to myself right now and I can just sleep as much as I want without being bothered.

Bicycle race by Queen, as is my custom on bicycle day every year

Watched Ridley Scotts Aliens last night. Good times.

Eggs over easy and bacon, along with a few beers this morning. (I work graveyard shift at a hotel right now so its 5 o'clock for me 😎 )

Thanks, just being able verbalizing what happened has been a big improvement for me compared to years of being in complete denial of it even affecting me.

yuengling for beer, tanqueray and tonic's for cocktails because im snobish like that 🍸

Hi everyone. 31 m. Been a lurker for a few weeks and decided I want to post. Like the title says I'm currently undiagnosed but the counselor ive been seeing since Feburary of this year wants me go see a specialist to change that. The short version, as a young teenager I spent approximatly 6...