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Love, genuine true searing love doesn't stop anyone receiving the brunt of our other halfs frustrations, it's like being there for someone everyday gives them the automatic right to pick on every word you say for no f*cking reason other than your sentences are too long and presumably the sound...

He knows when I dissociate before I even know what's going on, every day he has to stop me walking in front of traffic and just generally throwing myself into dangerous situations although I am improving with that shit. He knows I've been having sex since I was five and gets its a major trigger...

He does care and is truly the most understanding human bean I know but when I met him 16 months ago I put up a front and just took it (sex) but its been months of just the odd disassociated blow job when he gets desperate and it is getting worse not better all I want to do is be enough for him...

He says he means it and that he won't sacrifice sex or we might as well be roommates but in the same breath says there's no pressure!?!

I'm doing ok I'm functioning moving forward and all that shit but sex makes me feel violently sick. I desire my husband but would rather swim in vomit than be touched. His libido is high and the backrubs and footrubs I give him aren't satisfying his need for intimacyand I wanna help him out with...

I hate hugs they terrify me but I want to hug you all so bad right now nobody panic though I can't reach through cyberspace p.s. how the he'll you all understood my erratic unstructured post is amazing lol

Ok forcing was way to strong a word, pressuring would be more accurate but I work so hard to make my husband proud of me as no one has ever been proud of me before that when he implies or I get an inclination that he expects something from me my hand feels forced. I have already given extensive...

Lack of calories to the brain numbes difficult feelings and memories. Numbs (doesn't help with spelling though)

I put even more layers on to sleep to act as a barrier. I've never not shared a bed and wonder if it would be different if I slept alone. I never buy clothes simply accumulate them; one humans rubbish is another humans treasure and all that but u ntill yesterday apart from my two pairs of safe...

@sophia wisdom the effects your acupuncturist describes come from the THC content, CBD has a very grounding effect. You can get CBD oil if you wish to avoid THC altogether but in my experience THC and CBD are like ying and yang they balence each other out to enable their individual properties to...

Turns out I don't give a shit about my own boundaries. I have CPSD from childhood neglect and being tortured by pumps when I was working on an underground project to help give women and men who had been trafficked into sexual slavery there freedom back. A major symptom of mine is brain freeze...

P.s. I only use growers I know personally when I'm not in a position to grow myself

A gram lasts you two weeks?!? f*ck that's impressive I struggle to make a Q last me five days I must smoke at least a gram a day I wonder if I'm subconsciously harming myself through this?!? Never sleep or chills for a split second without it though.

I use weed for my insomnia, distress and lack of appetite but its illegal full stop where I live so I've always accessed it through underground trade. I find the opposite to you in that high THC to CBD ratio helps me more as it allows me to be chill stoned rather than monged stoned which makes...

Panic binging has been a thing for me because I was left starving and desperately thirsty for prolonged periods of time as a child. I recently have been managing to go longer and longer periods of time without binging by not restricting myself too much by banning certain foods and only having...

Thanks for your support @ Friday you legend but due to the fact I eventually want to reach children with movement restrictive disabilities in some of the most impoverished parts of the world I can't assume they have a home let alone one that's a condusive environment for relaxing enough for...

And gone are the three f*cking fabulous night's of blue cheese and sleep as the penny pinching prison burn returns along with the usual relentless insomnia. Initially I get angry shakes, cry and wanna break shit, secondly I'm suffocated by my darkest fears which at the moment mostly seem to...

Sorry this is so short, insomnia got the better of me. I just want you to know I respect your decision. I suffer from cptsd too and for what its worth I would never flake out on you.

Ok she seems incredibly confused and unorganized,in certain situations unreliable even but I can't see anything on the list that pretty much everyone I know doesn't do and fairly regularly at that ( the whole Texas thing was a bit shitty though she owes you an apology there). The first item on...

I didn't mean to disregard anything you'd Bern through with your friend and I'm sorry if my last reply came across like that I am speaking with very limited experience as I have never expected nor received Jack shit from any of my friends. Please feel under absolutely no obligation to answer...

Friendship is sometimes about being willing to give without receiving. Are your really considering ending a friendship on the basis of your friends romantic choices however exasperating and because you don't feel like your getting anything from her? If you like her it shouldn't matter.

Okay do key guys we move into this super cool delapidated hotel on Wednesday,we got free run of the hotel and everything so can get up to loads of mischief there's even a bar, piano and fishes so i expect you all round on Thursday afternoon (that gives u plenty of time to fly from the other side...

Nobody can define or label you. Sure they'll try their darned hardest to but it takes you buying into their patronising opinions of you for them to have any power. You have the power to be anything you want to be. If your diagnosis doesn't sit right with you listen your gut. The more you get to...

We found a really open minded agency that's taken on a hotel and turned the rooms into living spaces for permanent residents. There's loads of empty rooms and they are happy with our references. It's cheap as chips as its a bit dilapidated but we like that sort of shit. We are viewing a room...

Whoa this is a minefield so forgive me if this reply is unorganized as I'm unsure where to begin. Ok firstly do you not realize that by avoiding images that make you feel insecure your partner will end up missing out on so much other content that's not sexual. He could be missing out on the...