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Yes but not as vivid as they use to be. I can recall one...it was like an old reel to reel film playing via the back of my forehead being projected while I was driving in my town. I had to pull over and remember where I was. I was totally lost. I don't get those any more. Instead I have a...

Rock it girl! Thumbs upX2!!!!!!!!!! My family lives in denial and this is why I moved 2000 miles away. Ignorance is bliss but gets you no where!

I am still on the road to becoming whole. While on this road here are some things that I find myself doing on my road... I listen to music that I connect with because of my emotions. When I am angry I listen to Eminem. I drink to numb my pain. I hate feeling this shit 24/7! I play games...

Yes I tried several times. The last time was 6 months ago. I erased her number. She is mentally deranged. Any mother that could speak those words to her son has to be deranged!

I think it can be both. As I go through my process I unravel more (shit). Give it time...

My mom and dad were....we'll lets just say "different". I don't recall bonding with my mom....

I have 95% of my childhood blocked. Bits n pieces strung out...when I did call my mom about 6 months ago and told her how I felt she replied, "why don't you grow up, grow a pair of balls, and go f*ck yourself".

Your making sense... I totally get what your saying. I still want to grab my mom and yell at her!!!!!!!!!

To my knowledge the bed wetting is brought on by sexual trauma and can be subconsciously brought on. It is a defensive mechanism to "thwart" the attack again. Same as over eating and gaining lots of weight to repulse the offender. He needs therapy to work through this and a lot of support!

Be strong and courageous! This will pass...just not as promptly as you would prefer! Your not alone, thousands of others have been down this road and thousands are traveling with you currently! Chin up!!! Yes I am walking on the same path with you! We will make it!!!

I think our being is like an onion. As we peel the layers more information comes available...

Could it be that you experienced trauma at night? I hate going to bed and have to force myself into bed...

Thank you for those intriguing posts. I normally don't dream but the past 2 nights I have has similar dreams. Fear was the overall dictator. In both dreams I was going to be killed by someone I knew. I was very desperate to escape. The first dream I was going to go out through another room...

Grounding and coping? Oh boy...I will be seeing a counselor at the VA hospital and did not know about these criterias. So elaborate and any advice???

Hello, I am 42 and I have lived with 95% of my childhood blocked out. I have attempted to avoid my pain at all costs. I am at a place where I need to deal with my inner demons and little child. I am prepping for EMDR. I am nervous for the antagonistic fear that pulls at me from my deepest...