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  1. Astrid_Shadow

    I've Reached My Breaking Point - I Can't Do This Anymore.

    I'm on a numerous amount of medication. They aren't helping. Any tips would be very appreciated.
  2. Astrid_Shadow

    I've Reached My Breaking Point - I Can't Do This Anymore.

    I hope she sees that I'm just doing this to protect her...maybe someday she'll understand...hopefully... She just doesnt see the situation the way I do....
  3. Astrid_Shadow

    I've Reached My Breaking Point - I Can't Do This Anymore.

    Yes I'm still here. I'll try to distract myself. She doesn't trust me anymore she called me a hypocrite cause I used to smoke weed. I wanna go to sleep but I'm too upset right now
  4. Astrid_Shadow

    I've Reached My Breaking Point - I Can't Do This Anymore.

    Hey guys so a lot happened today, I got my court papers and have court dates set for my custody battle with my son. We also had a big family meeting today and I think I completely ruined my relationship with my sister. I told on her because she was doing something illegal with my ex. (It was...
  5. Astrid_Shadow

    I Keep Going Back...i Cant Let It Go..

    @Saelben I know what thats like. I am definitely gonna stay here. Really? All mirtazapine does is help me sleep. Yes I'm still taking it even though like I said, all it does is help me sleep. I am taking 10mg of mirtazapine every night and its not really helping. @theshadowoftheliving...
  6. Astrid_Shadow

    ED Finally beating my anorexia nervosa

    When I was hospitalized I ended up getting discharged because I wasn't gaining weight fast enough so I've decided to do it on my own. I also learned that on my grandfathers side everyone in the family is naturally short and skinny so I guess it runs in my blood.
  7. Astrid_Shadow

    I'm Worried I May Be A Narcissist

    Thanks for everything guys. I'll talk to my T about it the next time I go see her.
  8. Astrid_Shadow

    I'm Worried I May Be A Narcissist

    I've looked up the symptoms to being a narcissist and I have all the symptoms...but I care for SOME people..does that still make me a narcissist?
  9. Astrid_Shadow

    ED Finally beating my anorexia nervosa

    I will try my best and follow everything you said. :) thank you.
  10. Astrid_Shadow

    Moment Of Truth - Something For Everyone

    I couldnt agree more.
  11. Astrid_Shadow

    Any Advice On How To Deal With Insomnia And Nightmares?

    I will keep everyone updated, for sure. :)
  12. Astrid_Shadow

    Undiagnosed Hello I'm New

    Welcome to the forum, I hope you find answers here. If you ever wanna chat just leave me a message on my wall. I'm also always open to hugs ^^
  13. Astrid_Shadow

    Any Advice On How To Deal With Insomnia And Nightmares?

    Yeah Mal I do have a therapist, her name is Lisa. I haven't gone to see her in a while. Maybe I should. Also I'm in Ontario so I think I'm covered.
  14. Astrid_Shadow

    ED Finally beating my anorexia nervosa

    I was hospitalized for a while when it was really bad so yes I am aware of the appropriate nutrition. I learned all about it in the eating disorder clinic but honestly its a lot harder than I thought especially when my body didn't want to cooperate with me.
  15. Astrid_Shadow

    Other I'm Gonna Be Going To Heavy Mtl Next Month And Could Use Some Advice.

    What do you mean by that? I usually panic before thinking about a strategy thats why I said run away.
  16. Astrid_Shadow

    Other I'm Gonna Be Going To Heavy Mtl Next Month And Could Use Some Advice.

    Any ideas what I should do if it gets too much for me? Aside from run away.
  17. Astrid_Shadow

    ED Finally beating my anorexia nervosa

    I'm willing to try anything at this point. My bmi is at 17.57 thats the highest its ever been in my life.
  18. Astrid_Shadow

    ED Finally beating my anorexia nervosa

    Hey guys. Its been 8 years I've had anorexia nervosa restricted type. I'm finally beating the sickness. I have been struggling so long the doctors didn't think I'd make it by December. If anyone has any tips on how I can gain weight and keep it, it would be really appreciated. I just...
  19. Astrid_Shadow

    Going To Dentist

    Please keep us updated on how everything goes. We're here for you. ^^
  20. Astrid_Shadow

    Other I'm Gonna Be Going To Heavy Mtl Next Month And Could Use Some Advice.

    Hey again everyone. In a little more than a month, I'm gonna be going with my step dad to heavy montreal. A lot of heavy metal bands gather in Montreal for a weekend and they have an outdoor concert. I will be there with my step dad and I'm pretty scared because crowds trigger me. I already...
  21. Astrid_Shadow

    Any Advice On How To Deal With Insomnia And Nightmares?

    Hey everyone. These days I just haven't been able to sleep and when I do I have nightmares. Really horrible nightmares about stuff happening to my son, to my family, to myself and even to the world. I've tried medication that could knock me out but I still dream..any advice on how I can stay...
  22. Astrid_Shadow

    Canada day fireworks trigger me

    I went outside to try to face my fears..I ran back in but still points for trying I guess.
  23. Astrid_Shadow

    Canada day fireworks trigger me

    Hey everyone. As everyone's already aware today is Canada day, which means lots of fireworks. Loud noises trigger me. Any advice on what to do to avoid being triggered? I plan to put my music a bit louder but I dunno if its gonna completely block the sound.
  24. Astrid_Shadow

    Making A Very Hard Choice

    It's my ex as well. Hes part of the reason I have ptsd. I just don't know if its a good idea.
  25. Astrid_Shadow

    Making A Very Hard Choice

    Hey everyone. It's been a while since I've been here. I had a lot going on in my life and still do. I was talking to my mom today and she asked a question and told me to be honest with her. I have been living with my mom for six years now. In 2012 I had a son with my now ex boyfriend. His...
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