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I don't know how to live without my wife. She's the only person who's been there for me yet I couldn't see it.

I have tried but I work so much, I don't drive, I can't afford it, I'm scared to open the can of worms that is my heart. I know I really messed up. I can't take back what I said to my wife, it's the truth I feel unworthy of love, I'm almost happy she's done with me, I really feel like I'm a...

I'm disappointed in myself more so than ever before. I feel like I lost myself completely.

So, I've been on a consistent downward spiral for a long time. Tonight however I really went too far. I truly and honestly am not strong enough to not be unhealthy in my actions. I pushed everyone away by lying, being difficult and not allowing myself to heal. I'm a broken record, playing the...

I realize I expect too much, I'm too unforgiving of faults especially my own. I realize I have a lot to learn.

Hardly anyone, only ones I trust.

I'm not on anything currently, I can't afford it, I can't even afford a therapist which I know I need. I know that I'm not well. I do use cannabis to help with some of the symptoms. I'm really trying to not fall back into unhealthy habits, however I feel like no matter what I'm going to fail...

I've just become everything I hate. Here I sit feeling like the world owes me something when I know hiw illogical that is. I know that everything is a direct result of my actions. Sometimes I feel like just giving up because I feel like I'm running 100 miles an hour in the wrong direction. I'm...

Sometimes it seems like my life is on a skipping record, always going in circles. I realize I need to change, and I try for a few days then I fall back into the same patterns only to repeat it in a month or two. Insanity is doing the same thing but expecting different results, in that...

Ignorant, incredibly ignorant. I feel truly misunderstood. Honestly my life isn't horrible yet I feel like I was cheated, like I have it so hard... I'm feeling it's time to hang up the pixie dust and not be Pan Pan.

Hello, hope to see you around

When I get accused of not caring, makes me livid. If I didn't care I would be gone.

How am I feeling today? Stupid, immature, sinful, burden full and selfish.

I'm really a lot of things today. I'm tired, in pain, emotionally and physically. I'm angry at myself for overreacting, I'm angry at my wife for taking her pms out on me and making me angry. I'm upset I'm such an idiot most of the time. I'm upset I don't seem to understand that this is just...

I'm happy today, it's my weekend off. I'm relaxed and calm.

I'm really nervous today. I have a feeling I'm going to get fired for attendance.

As it gets closer to the anniversary of my attack I'm getting nervous, angry, sad and depressed. My job situation isn't helping since they don't understand nor do they care about anything but money and numbers. I feel betrayed, taken advantage of, uncared for and stupid for letting this happen...

Calm, relaxed and serene.

Physically I'm very sick. Mentally I'm exhausted and nervous.

I'm relaxed today. Feeling quite good for a change :D

Annoyed and anxious.

I'm good at reading peoples true feelings. I can spot a liar or a faker from a mile away. I'm also good at hiding my true feelings when it isn't the time to be emotional. I am good under pressure or in times of danger I can come up with a plan.

I was really angry now however I'm very sad, lonely and feeling outside of myself.

Thank you. I know I need to do something. I dread going into work, I feel anxious and irritated before I even go in. One of my supervisors is a jerk who I swear likes to see me get upset. I honestly don't know if I can keep my anger in check, when I'm being pushed around and backed into a...

Irritated, angry, upset and feeling targeted by supervisors at my job.