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    Pharmagaba?

    Natural Factors is the one in getting tomorrow. And Thorne research which cost a bundle. The Thorne is going to be the best but I looked at the NF version and was like ok I'll go with fast shipping. The Thorne got sent to my old address so my last roommates forward it to me in the mail. So I'll...
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    Pharmagaba?

    anyone ever try this. I order two bottles of it via Amazon and am waiting for it. I don't get klonopin anymore so I've been in a massive withdrawal for two months. I had to CT it because the docs didn't approve of weaning me off. I told them I had a drug history and they where like nope! So...
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    Mushroom Clouds And Nuclear Bombs

    I'm just crazy fadeaway. I wished I never dreamed.
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    Mushroom Clouds And Nuclear Bombs

    Here it is. Almost an year to the date. I know my God is involved with this.
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    Seizures benzo withdrawal. lifes looking great

    Wulp, got my Tenncare. Which is Medicaid and now I'm going to see about a doctor soon.
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    Seizures benzo withdrawal. lifes looking great

    Can anyone chime in and tell me what to do. The ER bills are getting bigger. I still have one more bill that comes and that's going to be the hugest. I was in the ER for four days. I'm tired of this. I'm in derealization and I don't know truth from fiction. I'm heart broken at all the death...
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    Seizures benzo withdrawal. lifes looking great

    I'm having silent seizures at night. How do I know. Because I'm waking up with a Little piss on me. I know when I had that grand mal seizure I pissed all over myself. The cops where like some ppl fake a seizure but your sone had a real one. That s what the cop told my dad. So I don't know how...
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    I Numb My Conscience W Alcohol In A Pill

    I took those haters and made them my motivation
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    Seizures benzo withdrawal. lifes looking great

    I'm still on Gaba. I don't abuse it because my dad holds onto it which I hate. He doesn't want to be responsible for me.
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    I Numb My Conscience W Alcohol In A Pill

    I don't drink yuk. I'm just doing what I can to stay afloat. The docs didn't want me on anything addictive but all medication is addictive. Just not in the way benzos are.
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    I Numb My Conscience W Alcohol In A Pill

    My current doc pulled me off of it CT!. So I have to deal with the anxiety first hand.
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    I Numb My Conscience W Alcohol In A Pill

    I was prescibed klonopin. I'll go where the Lord leads me.
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    I Numb My Conscience W Alcohol In A Pill

    I'm called to Ministry. I numb my body w klonopin and I see now what I was doing. I'm so hurt but I'm still in it for the win. I pray that my testimony touches lives.
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    Seizures benzo withdrawal. lifes looking great

    This Yes I was cut off by my new pdoc.
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    Seizures benzo withdrawal. lifes looking great

    Wooopes I don't know how to set a single quote.
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    Seizures benzo withdrawal. lifes looking great

    I'm so sorry this happened.
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    Seizures benzo withdrawal. lifes looking great

    Yup, I'm trying to handle my anxiety by myself. At the moment I feel hypomanic and I had a seizure in my bed and in the ER. They shot me up with Ativan and I came to and they said I had a seizure on the floor and that they needed piss to see what's in my system. I got cold turkeyed off of...
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    Seizures benzo withdrawal. lifes looking great

    I went thru a seizure twice after was cut off of klonopin. I was in ICU and in the psych ward. It's been a rough few months but my depression is lifting. I guess the k numbed me. But at least I learned that God is in control of everything.
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    I'm Just Tired Of The Nightmares

    I just moved from Oklahoma to Tennessee and me and my dad are in a continuous battle. I respect him. He ran up a lot of debt because he was going through a manic high. I think the only reason my dad let me stay was to bloodsuck the money I have. I just got settled in. A new doc and I'm just...
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    I'm Just Tired Of The Nightmares

    it doesn't matter what I do. Move out stop abusing meds or whatever. I've accepted the fact I have PTSD. I know a Christian fella that believes everything is spiritual. So I have to just close off my convos to Him about it cuz he will just preach to me how organic changing will help me...
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    I Have To Move

    Please help me Lord. I'm crying soaked in self loathing and mourning. So I'm forewarning don't push me. I'm really a sheep in sheeps clothing.
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    I Have To Move

    Well not technically but me and my dad are just bumping heads. I'm done w all of this. I aint no better off here than there were I was. To me my dad has too many issues that swallow up my PTSD thus turning me mad. I'm prolly going to just be homeless but it's his damn fault. I'm doing things...
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    Seroquel And Undisturbed Dreams/nightmares

    I said my last words here. I believe I'm on a better path than I once was.
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    Seroquel And Undisturbed Dreams/nightmares

    I by no means feel Your even being mean or whatever the word is. It's more blunt straight to the face type of statement. My dad is ex military with his own bad case of ptsd. So when his bipolar kicks in he gets snappy and I'm a smoker and he has complained of the smoke smell since we've been...
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    Seroquel And Undisturbed Dreams/nightmares

    On the upside I'm on day three of my successful klonopin weaning. 1 mg in the morning. .5 in the afternoon. 1 mg at night. So far so good. I had a little anxiety during the day but it's nothing real bad. I chose this. I didn't have to come off of it. Maybe once I'm off klonopin. Than I...
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