I Have To Move

[sonicwhite]

Well not technically but me and my dad are just bumping heads. I'm done w all of this. I aint no better off here than there were I was. To me my dad has too many issues that swallow up my PTSD thus turning me mad.


I'm prolly going to just be homeless but it's his damn fault. I'm doing things right and he's just getting on my nerves. I'm getting to the point were I just say eff it and move out.

 

[sonicwhite]

Please help me Lord. I'm crying soaked in self loathing and mourning. So I'm forewarning don't push me. I'm really a sheep in sheeps clothing.

 

[Freedomfighter]

It pains me to read your posts. Was abused by my own dad, he is the most selfish coward one will ever meet. Running into church every day pretending he is religious. Had no problem abusing me when I was a little child, had no problem abusing my mom her whole life.
He is disgusting, plan your escape, if you have the choice see to it that you can secure work and secure a place to stay.

If the pain is so great for you that you have to leave right away then you may want to join a health club. Sounds weird? Not really. There are places in the health club to just lounge, work out, watch TV, listen to your I Pod, be on your smart phone or tablet. There are showers there so you can always get cleaned up. And most of the time when you are not a work or in school that can be your safe place. Some clubs are open 24/7, sometimes you can nap in your car for absolute peace. I would take that in an emergency.

But it would be much better to secure a workplace and living place, maybe bunk with friends, with relatives?