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So after getting drunk this morning and throwing up in bed. I slept it off until I got a call from the Dr saying I need to go to St Mary's hospital. On the 20min journey we stopped the car so I could throw up. When we got there the ladies were engaged so I ran into the men's room and was...

My friend luc took me to the Dr, the Dr listened to luc and saw my wrists and called the hospital immediately. Luc took me straight there and I was assessed on the spot. I had to tell my whole story it was hard but luc held my hand and helped where she could. I was sick once through all this. I...

It is just IBS some time my intestines tear when they cramp. I had an appendicitis which ruptured I then caught mrsa so have lots of scar tissue around my intestine. 7 year ago I had to have surgery to seperate out fused intestines and ovaries. So now if I have an ibs flare I often tear scar...

I am currently lying on the bathroom floor my stomach is very upset and I'm passing blood. I think it's probably anxiety related. I'm going to sleep on the bathroom floor for a while I have my pillow here. I will call the out of hours go if I get desperate again. But for now I think I just need...

I tried the nric rape and incest charity but they have a huge waiting list

I'm not in therapy the primary and secondary mental health team can't decide who is responsible for me I'm in limbo now just drugged to the eye balls. If its secondary phase I have to wait 18months

I'm a self harmer of old. Last night I had awful emotional flash backs. I got drunk drove my car really stupid but wanted to get home. I got home and felt so alone. My family are all away as are my friends. I tried to unsuccessfully to end it I even went up the road and not across the street I...

I am a self harmer to a cutter and burner, I have a really high pain threshold, self harm scarring level depends on what skin type you have so how you heal and also your pain threshold how deep you can tolerate or how long you can tolerate heat. The cuticle thing to is a form of self harm but...

I would like to share how epic my toddlers are I fill the paddling pool they drag it to our huge slide and make a water slide watching them is filling me with joy

I am so grateful for beautiful weather two beautiful children and of course a hose pipe and paddling pool. And some frozen frubes. This has actually flooded me with joy I haven't felt joy in a long time. But seeing them frolics about in the water is priceless. :)

Hi welcome I know how hard it is for spouses my husband has no clue what to do with me half the time. But your not alone.

So last night is the first night I can remember that I didn't have a nightmare I'm not sure whether this is because I didn't have one or I just can't recall it. I say this because I didn't have a dry night :( and I thought that was linked to my scared nightmares

Big hugs I hope you get a restful night tonight.

I m not sure I have one

I convinced the Dr the psychiatrist and work to let me back my two best friends are not convinced, convinced in any way but are supporting. I'm being driven to work by one of them then walked in by the other and she's going to stay with me all day. thank god we work together!

Hey lovely, I understand what you mean, it's very confusing thinking you know yourself to suddenly not. Hang in there.

Scrible

Me too gentle soothing hugs if accepted.

So last night I was still running from the creatures, riding bikes at top speed, hiding out in an secret attic with a baby. It became over run and we fled to the beach where the waves were so big they dragged us out to sea I couldn't breath. It was awful but made a change from the catacombs!

Last night I started to freak out one of my friends massaged my palm and it actually worked. I managed to sit in a pub garden and not flip out but my hand was constantly in contact with hers. I'm lucky to have good friends. It doesn't work if you do it yourself.

Welcome to the forum I hope it brings you as much comfort as it does me.

Okay so things have gone from bad to worse, he agrreed about having couple counselling but has done nothing about it. He is still flitting from lovely to horrid so quickly I can't keep up. He suggested we separate and after all the negativity I agreed. He didn't expect that it's like he was...

Sigh I visited the catacombs again last night eugh

I'm feeling particularly anxious I don't normally drink coffee but trying to over come sedative effect of meds. Having fluttery chest and severe restlessness. Only had two cups. Is caffeine the causes of my excessive anxiety

Scared nervousness anxious