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I think he needs a new lawyer. In my opinion if he already believes that his client would lose, he's not going to try as hard. He could at least ask for a change of venue.
Trust me, you're not. I feel the same way. And when i try to explain it, they don't believe me. Talk out your feelings with your T or someone you trust. As I start, it helps to get things off your chest. Even if it's in this forum.
I had another one last night, probably due to the days events. Luckily, I was able to wake myself up. I had to power-down for a bit but after that I was fine. For the first time, I was able to wake myself up.
My anger monster and I got in a fight again yesterday. Was triggered and having flashbacks. Scary. Didn't do so well managing it. But I know what to do now and more about what triggers me.
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There is a wealth of knowledge. I just purchased a book on PTSD that had many treatments for PTSD. It's called The Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Sourcebook by Glenn R. Schiraldi. I highly recommend it.
I reading your posts I realized something, I was a victim of brutality so in expressing my anger I want to win this round. I started going to church partly because of it. I'm not bible-thumping. In my experience, religion helped.
I don't think you're weird or a bad person. My first day here was very scary. Fear of judgement is a big thing with me. But the love and hope I feel here propels me every day.
thanks guys .Your comments are much appreciated. I will try the pillow thing. Glad to report that I quit drinking though. I only drink sociallly now and not when I'm upset. And I agree about the rage at the lack of justice. He got to live his life but mine got sidetracked.