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  1. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood What Effects Did You Child Sexual Abuse/ Incest Have On You?

    Hey. My names babydoll. I was sexually abused by my narcisstic sperm donor (father) as a young child he also abused my mother. I believe that I have more repressed memories but I only have flashbacks of one. In my flashback he is fingering me in the tub at 4. When the flashbacks appear I have...
  2. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Wife Supporting Pedophile Husband.

    They are filthy. His wife is diabla
  3. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Was I Reenacting Abuse? Strange Sexual Behavior

    This is similar to the stuff I did as a child. I would have fantasies of my male teachers abusing me sexually as a child at 6. I masturbated at school in Kindergarten as a child.
  4. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Was I Sexually Abused?

    Hi Kiki You should find a therapist and get lots of support sending hugs
  5. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Are You Ok With Your Name?

    Yes. Because why name was given by my amazing non abusive mother. I was abused by my sperm donor like she was.
  6. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Remembering Making Me Feel Like I'm That Little Girl Again?

    You can curl up on her lap if you want to. Sending love and warm hugs God Bless
  7. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Remembering Making Me Feel Like I'm That Little Girl Again?

    Nothing wrong with Disney movies.. due to my sexual abuse sometimes I feel like the scared little girl I was and other times Like now I feel like a hyper sexual dirty slut.
  8. XXbabydollXX

    The Rabbit Hole Is My Safe Place

    Sending warm hugs and tea Ladee.
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    I Am Disgusted With Myself... {bby Doll's Story Pt. 2}

    Thanks but I feel shitty and depressed
  10. XXbabydollXX

    I Am Disgusted With Myself... {bby Doll's Story Pt. 2}

    Are survivors supposed to feel like heros
  11. XXbabydollXX

    My husband died today

    Oh My God. I'm so sorry. He is a handsome angel singing in God's choir. God Bless you and your family.
  12. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood I Want to Tell My Story - Raped and Abuse By My Brother

    Make a YouTube video and expose his ass. The internet with set his ass on fire
  13. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Csa + Incest +body Memories/ Ptsd Oh My..

    Hi guys. I was sexually abused by my shitty sperm donor.Read my story I don't want to rehash. https://www.myptsd.com/threads/scared-of-the-monster-bb-dolls-story.64463/ Anyways, when I was little I would masturbate all the time. And it would feel amazing to me. I would masturbate with dolls and...
  14. XXbabydollXX

    I Am Disgusted With Myself... {bby Doll's Story Pt. 2}

    Thanks. I don't feel like one
  15. XXbabydollXX

    I Am Disgusted With Myself... {bby Doll's Story Pt. 2}

    Hi. If you want to know my story click this link. I don't want to repeat it because it will make me feel more depressed. https://www.myptsd.com/threads/scared-of-the-monster-bb-dolls-story.64463/ Ok. So I had a mental breakdown 3 months ago. I tried to commit suicide by slitting my wrists with a...
  16. XXbabydollXX

    Sexual Assault Scared Of The Monster- Bb Doll's Story

    I few months ago I had a mental breakdown and finally told her. I tried to commit suicide but failed. Ha. She called CPS and I had to meet with a lot of social workers and was able to refuse all visitation with a judge. I am free from this shit stain.
  17. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Teenagers

    No one is entitled to have sex with you
  18. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood How Do I Get Out!?

    Hi. I'm 16 years old and I'm suffering from what I believe to be bipolar disorder and ptsd. I don't want to repeat my abuse again so click the link and come back to read the rest. https://www.myptsd.com/threads/scared-of-the-monster-bb-dolls-story.64463/ Ok. I was sexually abused as a child by...
  19. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood How Many Of Us Tried To Kill Ourselves As Toddlers?

    When I was 12 I started self harm by pinching myself and hitting arms into walls. At 7 i wanted to run away I put my stuff in a back pack.
  20. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Does Anyone Else Have Intense Anger?

    Maybe they pretend that it doesn't affect them. I think that it's bull. My csa has affected my entire life. When family tells you to get over it they want to pretend to be a perfect family bs.
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    Other Curious

    Cats are so cute
  22. XXbabydollXX

    Sexual Assault Was I Molested/raped As A Child?

    I will be here if you need any help at all. I was molested a child by my father too. Most likely you have memories but they are being repressed. Try asking your mom about your dad.
  23. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Was This Normal?

    It depends on your motivation. Have you ever been sexually abused as a child?
  24. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood If You Were Big/strong/powerful Enough To Hit Your Abuser Back, Would You Have?

    If I had the strength I would love to get back at my abusive father.
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