Childhood Teenagers

[futurefocussed]

I was in year 9 I think, and we had friendship day rather than valentine's day and tyson gave me a condom.
I was a good christian girl and I think I remember people placing bets or something like it, about who would break my virginity, I'm fairly certain that they at least talked about it, but not completely.
I was in year 10 and leighton would squeeze my butt in science even when I asked him not to.
There were a couple of times in society and environment where another boy would lick his fingers and touch his nipple or stick his tongue between two fingers and flick it.
Then there was Steven who stuck his fingers through his fly.

 

[Suzetig]

That all sounds difficult for you - I didn't want to leave your post without comment but I'm not sure what you're hoping for in terms of a response or discussion?

I hope writing it gave you what you needed - I don't know if you have a trauma diary already but this kind of post works well as a diary entry.

 

[futurefocussed]

That all sounds difficult for you - I didn't want to leave your post without comment but I'm not sure w...

I just needed to be heard / understood

 

[GwenDR]

It's awful, to have so many people pressuring you, and acting entitled to yours, or anyone's, sexuality. It's endemic in our culture: boys are encouraged to take control of women's sexuality, but women are blamed when they do. Women who chose to be sexual on their own terms are also condemned. Boys will rarely if ever face backlash for their sexuality, or for taking others sexuality.

 

[GwenDR]

I wasn't sure what kind of response you were after, either, but I am listening, and you are heard!

 

[XXbabydollXX]

I was in year 9 I think, and we had friendship day rather than valentine's day and tyson gave me...

No one is entitled to have sex with you