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Miss Bess, sorry your in pain. Everyone has to hold their side of the boat, else it's sinking. You can't hold all sides, you only have two arms. Goes for you too Kclarkesocal.

It feels good, I also totally flipped some things around in my life same result. It's just better to put the energy in yourself. Friends is a lot less pressure. Another thing that just came to mind was that he never judged me either(I have my own issues related to trauma). I've found this site...

I set the boundary to no see each other for a long time first. Its should get easier as your the one that has been pushed away, drained, hurt by ptsd symptoms. He went past 3 strikes so that helped me in a way. I also agree with what is said here about knowing where you are at when you can say...

It takes time and distance to shift to friendship jessb. Time to grief the relationship first. I found it so much more difficult because of my ex partners PTSD. He really wanted to have a love life but feels incapable.

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Are you in the position to change Ts? If you don't trust, they can't help. Its in the eyes at first meeting, you get ' something'. You have to be able to feel safe !, and that means relying on your first instinct's.

Mm ya, as long as, you dont take it to push beyond your limits, as long as it doesn't become a pleasure to pain.....perfect is a lost battle. As long as it FEELS like fun!

Glad I got out there too. My skates aren't sharpened ( not cuttung any ice) I had fun challenged on my balance ( trained old classical ballet). Not frustrating anymore ( headinjury messed up my balance for a bit). Was great to be on blades again. Once the deepfreeze comes I can do kms. Only good...

Ok I can picture this and that's sounds very enjoyable! Glad you got out there!

Ya it is, temp change I mean! I think its skill to be able to stand up on a surf board, stay on it etc ( I tried), got what the locals called 'mamacke'd ( dont know how to spell it) and your talking about catching waves...! lol don't play it down! Its cool and glad you got out there!. I went...

Hope someone can zone out for a view minutes, like I did with the link below. It's not new but was sent to me recently, once you pass the advertisement the talking modus operando floating !

O I see, so your a surfer that's really cool and re cold water, great! Slows the hart rate down. I used to have a bath tub ( had to move cheaper) and used to use it to do that. I'm waiting for the freeze so I can skate (not in rink dizzy making circles). Roller blading, up/ down hill, off...

Oh that is so nice that you have the sea there. Good for you, that you went on a boogie board (although I have no idea what that is). Sometimes typing from a phone keypad really takes a run with my texts, no spell check, and English not being my first language doesn't help I'm sure. I have an...

I still haven't gotten this quotes business down, sorry junebug. As far as your last reply, you feel sick, I got angry. I took sometime to digest, I avoided the news and I didn't even know. Survival seems to be so trivial even here. That just creates feelings of helplessness too. But if you...

I feel like less of a 'freak' because it's more common (suicide and ptsd, here combat or military-related ). Its comes from being normal, being human, I feel like a freak too but reality your not. Neither are vets and that's a fact!

Thank you junebug hugs always good warm! I don't have energy to fight with either.

I haven't figured this site out yet either. Sometimes you can edit things to fix gibberish from my little keypads of the phone. Sometimes I don't have the option, don't in this case for the above. All I know is I got that strange phone call after being on a web site posting. Maybe I'm just...

Never told him you will seek it destroy. Just don't know. Just like snow, snow shoveling there will be eventually no place to put it on top. Everything will come tumbling down.I want everyone to be ok, I want everyone to shake it, to shake it all off. Tomorrow is another day. That's my wish...

I know and I am guilty for wanting to beat it off out of him, crawl into the head and start sweeping away everything. But I can't! All I could say was put snow in your neck, on the phone, vomit because you say you feel like it, find a place around and sit down there, eat something feel...

Oh and don't feel guilt either. I've called upon his buddies ( those i got introduced to) and reached out to a many of times, believe me they step over it! They really dont care when it comes down to that bottem line, and they always helped eachother out. I didn't give a rats...ss to call tough...

Thanks Debbie, That link is for vets I checked it out. I'm not in the service, never have been. Very good place, that site there. . I've send my sufferer that link and I thank you for that.

First to resourceful, ya who cares why you got it down, they will too later. You made a big difference here to me thank you, today was a bad day, but your so strong, I can hack it. Hope you get to enjoy some time off holidays with the kids.

Are you actually apologizing for being intelligent haha your very funny!

Its something I wish I could fight' take out' kill kbock out, take down.

I wasn't blind sided by the tv news ( been outside of that matrix for 14 years). I heard it on the radio, while listening to music, about 3 men down by own hand. I'm very auditory, sometimes you just can't get around it. In a way I'm glad I heard, as sick as that sounds, I just hate ptsd!