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I have :( if you're Christian and they help you, it can be another story because you get your hope and strength from a higher power. I used to be Christian and it worked ok then. Still quackery though. It's a lot of going in circles. Once, they did this spiritual walk through called a "sozo"...
Confusion is always a sign that your heads being f*cked with; whether or not it's by you, or someone else. My heads been f*cked with and I don't deserve this. It looks like I'll be moving out. I have no remorse; only clarity.
it triggers anxiety because of all that's happened. So here I am :) anxious about nothing, just needing to connect. The last thing that happened with the iPad, I cleared the search history because I was seriously looking into jobs over seas because he had told me to get out during a fight...
Stress can trigger symptoms. You just have to be mindful of triggers and work through them over time. Keep your boyfriend informed. Good luck out there!!
My significant other has seemed to really accept that his verbal abuse is not ok. He seems very genuine in wanting to move forward with me positively. Thanks to everyone for the wisdom and advice!! We couldn't have communicated this well without you!!
Thanks <3 @illusionist the verbal abuse kills my trust, because he contradicts himself and I view him as flaky.
And no, he doesn't believe that this is just unemployment based anxiety. It honestly did start when I lost my job and was completely heart broken. He was weirded out by the amount...
Yeah :/ that's rough. Mine says awful things to me.. Like verbal abuse. I was having severe anxiety because of the unemployment. He's learning how to be around me, and hopefully that will stop. It's like.. He got very disappointed, thinks I'm someone else, and now he basically hates me and I...
@Chava I have to have a backup because he's threatened to kick me out. If I don't have a backup, I'm on the streets. You're hearts in the right place, but you misunderstood love. He knows I have a backup. If I don't, that puts extra pressure on him. I'm just now employed again.
Lol. I'm not sure I'm ready for fraud!! Bluffing on my resume is far enough for me. I've got too much angry family in prison. I'd like to stay out of it!!
That sounds like practical and lovely insight!! I appreciate it. I'm an absolute mess when I'm unemployed. i just hope I don't still feel this way after I can start paying rent again. 1st pay checks this week!! :)
I actually had no worries or doubts.. It's an actual skill. I'm a retired little street rat. I was just putting that up for the people who doubted me. Lol
No escape route.. I think I'm gonna get in touch with a recruiter for the peace corp as my place holder just in case. Some of the things my...
We try to. He doesn't open up about much. i guess he's in a high point of his life, and I'm in a very low point. We talked about this yesterday. How it can make a difference of how we understand each other.
I think kind things the best I can. It's been very hard to do since we had this...
That's awful @Gadgie !! My family did stuff like that with our more elderly members too. And when I left, my family manipulated my special needs cousins in all kinds of hateful ways about my leaving. When the rejection was mutual. Made me sick. I haven't seen them in 10 years.