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I just had it in my head that there was somebody out there and I had to convince everyone else. I tried but didn't manage. Turns out they were right in the end.
I've been in a few situations over the years where the outcome hinged on one person saying 'no, this is wrong' and I'm afraid that...
Hmmm. That's interesting. I wonder...
I know there are a few photos taken when I was in uniform where the eyes look quite...strange. I wonder what they look like now?
I feel a project coming on!
Just something I was wondering...does anybody else get days when they panic about whether or not they are a good person? Does anyone else ever doubt their own motives for any good deeds they may perform?
Thankyou for that. I'm off duty now. Going to have a mug of hot chocolate then go to bed. I don't know if I can do my job anymore. Being so far away from people who need help is killing me. I need a frontline job or I'll go completely nuts.
At least the fire brigade seem keen; I passed my...
I just have to hold it together, you know? I'll be okay. I'm just so desperate to go out there and check, but that's not my job. There's no way I could do that without abandoning my post and travelling twenty miles down the coast.
We lost a guy yesterday, too. Swept away from rocks by a large...
I appreciate you guys taking the time to reply. I am sorry for bothering you with my nonsense, though. I'm just being silly, I know.
Gods, I'm so, so tired.
I just feel so, so bad about those pilots. And the guys on the Bourbon Dolphin all those years ago. And the fisherman yesterday. And all the rest.
I know time is always a problem, given the distances involved, but it just seems that we're always too late.
At least, we are when I'm here...
Thanks, guys.
Either it's passed or I've gone over the edge. I feel calm but sad and my eyes keep involuntarily going out of focus. Is that normal? I don't know.
Gone kind of cold, too. Was so warm in here a minute ago.
Um, I hate to bother you guys, but I really don't feel too good.
We had a call at work just now reporting a possible distress flare. After getting a detailed description the consensus is that it was just a large meteor. Fair enough. We get a lot of those and the description sounds like a large...