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    Panicking

    I just had it in my head that there was somebody out there and I had to convince everyone else. I tried but didn't manage. Turns out they were right in the end. I've been in a few situations over the years where the outcome hinged on one person saying 'no, this is wrong' and I'm afraid that...
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    Before And After

    Hmmm. That's interesting. I wonder... I know there are a few photos taken when I was in uniform where the eyes look quite...strange. I wonder what they look like now? I feel a project coming on!
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    Panicking

    Thankyou. Really rather pleased, I must admit. I'm feeling much, much better tonight.
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    Good Or Bad?

    Just something I was wondering...does anybody else get days when they panic about whether or not they are a good person? Does anyone else ever doubt their own motives for any good deeds they may perform?
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    Panicking

    Thankyou for that. I'm off duty now. Going to have a mug of hot chocolate then go to bed. I don't know if I can do my job anymore. Being so far away from people who need help is killing me. I need a frontline job or I'll go completely nuts. At least the fire brigade seem keen; I passed my...
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    What Are You Grateful For Today?

    My 3am 'lunchbreak'. I can go and collapse in the break room.
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    Struggling to stop myself laughing or crying or both. I feel like I've cracked up.
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    Panicking

    I just have to hold it together, you know? I'll be okay. I'm just so desperate to go out there and check, but that's not my job. There's no way I could do that without abandoning my post and travelling twenty miles down the coast. We lost a guy yesterday, too. Swept away from rocks by a large...
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    Panicking

    I appreciate you guys taking the time to reply. I am sorry for bothering you with my nonsense, though. I'm just being silly, I know. Gods, I'm so, so tired.
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    Panicking

    I just feel so, so bad about those pilots. And the guys on the Bourbon Dolphin all those years ago. And the fisherman yesterday. And all the rest. I know time is always a problem, given the distances involved, but it just seems that we're always too late. At least, we are when I'm here...
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    Panicking

    Thanks, guys. Either it's passed or I've gone over the edge. I feel calm but sad and my eyes keep involuntarily going out of focus. Is that normal? I don't know. Gone kind of cold, too. Was so warm in here a minute ago.
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    Panicking

    I'm really sorry. I shouldn't post these things, it's not fair on anyone else...I just...I really don't feel so great. I'm sorry.
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    Panicking

    Um, I hate to bother you guys, but I really don't feel too good. We had a call at work just now reporting a possible distress flare. After getting a detailed description the consensus is that it was just a large meteor. Fair enough. We get a lot of those and the description sounds like a large...
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    Current Weather

    Cold and dark. Not unusual for the middle of the night in October, I suppose. The wind is 07kt at 195 degrees True.
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    Supporter My Husband Disappeared, He Has Ptsd From Vietnam

    There's really nothing I can say except that I hope you find him safe and well. Good luck.
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    A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread

    Huh? Oh...a courgette! Okay, here's my word: Nasty. :D
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    Study Posttraumatic Growth Research Study: Participants Needed

    Well, I learned a lot from filling that in. Mostly, I learned that my own image of myself is very inconsistent.
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    Goal For The Day

    Not live up to my developing reputation as a harbinger of doom.
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