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Maybe-No advice but I feel your pain. I'm a mess myself. Hang in there and keep venting here. it HELPS to release.

I'm trying hard to move forward. I'm on a dating site now, but I've only responded to one person, out of many emails. I'm not really ready to date but I need something/one to think about. I'm taking Baby Steps because I've been hurt BADLY and my trust in people, in general is gone. I take my...

I miss my hair too. I've had alopecia in one small area, around my back hairline for years now, after a major surgery. I've been to countless Drs and Dermatologist, and they give me a cream that works for a bit, but it never grows more than a inch. Luckily, it's not obvious, unless i wear my...

Discarded-Sorry!!

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Thank you 99Phoenix. I need attention so bad today...lol This site has been my therapy.

DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF. LET DOWN BY OTHERS. AFRAID. ANGRY. ALONE. BLESS TO STILL BE ALIVE. CONFUSED. I KNOW GOD IS IN THE MIDDLE OF ALL MY PAIN AND THERE IS ALWAYS A TEST BEFORE A TESTIMONY! MAD AT MY CPTSD FOR DUMPING WHEN I FINALLY NEED HIM TO BE HERE FOR ME EMOTIONALLY. ISOLATED....SHAME...I...

Hello All, I decided I needed the support of the forum even thought my CPTSD dumped me as soon as he received his 100% disability back money last month. I am feeling very DEPRESSED! I was suppose to start a free program at my local community college to get unemployed folks back to work, in a...

My CPTSD friend just told me once again to "stop texting here" and that "he has somebody else" not sure if it's true or ptsd but I can't take anymore pain or rejection. I'm moved ON and going off the site to heal without the PTSD reminders. I sincerely thank everybody for all your help. I'm...

Ces-I'm in your shoes..It's hard when you need validation but Discarded is so right on point!

Wow! Welcome mothsorbet. You have survive a lot in your life.

Thank you Mercy!

LilacFaerie; I understand your pain. I know I need to rest my body and take care of me emotionally right now too.

I'm praying for you Mercy!

Big hugs to ALL!! The last 2 days have been a lot better for me mentally. I haven't needed to take a Xanax or 2nd Wellbutrin in days. Hooray for me! I really don't want to be a drug dependent person. A male friend of mine invited me to lunch and it was good to just be honest with somebody about...

Hi Jaret, Thanks for the response. It means a lot! I gave my friend with C-PTSD all my love, attention and helped him financially in every area i could for a year. I even helped him when he had no food, gas and couldn't provide for his children. I was happy just to see him smile because he was...

I feel very Sad deep down inside. I feel Glad that my rent check cleared my bank. I feel extreme Grief. I feel kinda angry at God. I prayed everyday that my C-PTSD friend (who by the way was becoming very religious) would love me, but he completely shut me out of his life anyway. I guess God...

I don't even want a job right now. I start school next week and I really don't want to do this either but I have to try to continual my education, in order to have something to fall back on when my unemployment stops. I just don't know what i want to be when i grow up and I'm 47! lol

Hello Dezarae, welcome to the world of PTSD! It hurts and I/we all understand your pain and confusion..

Safenow is right. It's actually "NORMAL" to be close to ones family however, your boyfriend needs to understand your "NORMAL" comes with triggers, isolation and dissociation. Compromise or your relationship will fail Quaintpapercut. Just my opinion. Good Luck!

Hashi and Ms Spock. Thanks for the concern ands advice.. You are both correct about my therapist not respecting my time or issues. I've been canceling my appointments for this reason. I think that she feels that I'm basically doing great because, I only talk about the last 3 yrs of my life, and...

I feel Sad, Lonely, Upset with myself that I still sent my PTSD friend a text today after 3 days of me not contacting him. What is wrong with me that. I can't let GO? I have many guys that would love to date me but instead I have no desire to let anybody else lose to me again. I'm living in the...

Lovely day. I'm so happy for you.

I'm depressed too. I take Wellbutin in the am, Prozac at night and Xanax as needed. I smile and try to look great in public because I'm a big faker too. I overeat and over spend to fill the empty voids in my life. I use to travel a lot but I can't afford it now and (couldn't really afford it...

Thank you so much gizmo. This support means everything to me.