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Frustrated today. My PTSD - Complex is so hard to even figure out. I have disassociation and it is not helping me with mending the past. All I can say is there is two me's inside of me fighting against each other, and I am getting nowhere. I really can not do much for myself accept look after...

For me, I would like not live in fear that I have done something wrong, or be afraid. Catch up the lost learning in childhood/teenage years that i missed out on, that marks me as different. Since I lived with trauma since I was a child I do not know what a normal life is. So anything that is...

We use up a lot of energy with PTSD and we do not realize it, so the days we are lifeless :sleep: is yourself building back up so that we can continue onwards. We need time off to recharge.

Watching the world go by outside from my arm chair in the lounge room. Watching my dog going bananas, happy hour as I would call it, running around and around the yard like a demon. Thankful for having a wonderful man in my life and children. For having a great T.

Feeling sore as I have a broken toe.

Giving up on the hope of getting better. GreenFrog2 It is a bloody long journey and I do not know why we endure it day in and day out, but it must be our survivor instincts that keep us going and for some reason we are still here. We may never totally heal but maybe we can learn a few new...

Awesome Greenfrog. ((Hug))

Good on you. :happy:

Out last this black hole, and keep posting. Write you anger down and release it??

Could not make head or tail of what you are saying here. Just thought I would let you know. Did not go to the web address either. Probably to heavy for me to read.

It sounds like we all hate this days and I do. I ride it out somehow and the next day appears. I usually sleep it off as best I can. I have been told to do something I really really would like to do, something only for myself, does not always happen. But it is a good thought.

Hashi thank for your thoughts, I am going to copy and go through what you have said. Map it out. I also wondering if I want to continue this journey, in a way I want to stop the onslaught of everything. Just have some peace. I am also probably avoiding the step too. The problem here is that I...

Just letting you know I live in Brisbane. Also go to Polls section of the forum as someone is trying to set up a chat session for Aussie.

Thank you for your replies safenow and meadowsweet.

Count me in too.

I took the day off work, as it is very hot at the moment for me to mow lawns. I love being outside. Had a nice lazy day in the cool :cool: under the fan and did some coloring in which i enjoy so much and is a relaxation for me. Had the kids over and caught up with them as they were away over...

I was wondering whether others had stalled/stopped for a period of time along their journey of PTSD -Complex Trauma and maybe what happens?? Is it a long break or short break. Is there a lull before the next stage of the journey begins?? I feel like I am in no man’s land at this point in time...

Ericaboo takes time to learn sign language, I can finger spell but it needs brushing up. I have not had contact with deaf people and to them being oral spoken I would be afraid of not being accepted. Here in Australia we have Ausland for sign language. I do not know what country you live in.

Awesome thread all.

I can remember eating chocolate spread sandwiches for lunch. :tup: I have paid for in that I have Diabetes 2 now, I still love my chocolate still.

Always been an Alien, everyone thought I was strange, odd, different. No one understood that was the way I was born. I love the Alien title it fits way better than the other titles.

Hi I live in Brisbane too.:) Did you get anywhere with this post finding or starting a group.

Compartmentalization for me is like I have many boxes in my head, some I can access, some I cannot. I think some are just buried waiting for one day to appear again. I mothered my children, but cannot access that person or her memories. I truly believe that someone else other than who I am at...

Hope you are better now.