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    Will Some Of Us Always Battle Suicidal Thoughts?

    I have struggled with this for a very ling time. I call it the hell firw within. It is the entensity of the pain that my path of trauma inflicted on me. Sometimes it is a tidle wave that I can barley endure, other times it is a soft wisper within my soul. I do nit know if I will ever heal...
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    My husband died today

    You are loved and you arw not alone. Please understand this and allow yourself to be consuled by those that have the capacity to help you carry the burden and soothe the pain. You are not alone and you are loved!
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    Bad Si Again

    Hello Canotia. Thank you fir reaching out and seaking help to carry your burden. I understand your sorrow and struggle with a simular burden. I have a daughter that just turned twenty one years old. She loves and needs me in her life. Regardless; sometimes my pain is so overwhelming that I...
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    Struggling To Breathe, Afraid To Trust And Ready To Turn Down Thr Night!

    My trigger is ancient, I have survived the constant sorrows and struggled to subdue the raging storm. The light my soul has faded down and I am lost again. I am not afraid of the wild shadows, I rode my nightmare through the darkest night and said hell yeah with a grin. Adrenaline helped me...
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    Betrayed By The Closest One Now Scared Of All

    Just saying; I had to choose me... I mean, my love could not endure the ill intentions! My trigger was so deep that I had to leave it all behind. There was no way in hell I was going to face my trigger in court, kind of thing ! So I turned the tide and convinced myself, that my sacred trust...
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    The Series Of Events That Lead To My Ptsd And How Years Later I Still Haven’t Worked Through It

    Sweet Ella, thank you for.sharing your story and yes you are on the path of healung and love. I am so sorry that you had to experience those dark events that injured your beautiful soul and spirit. Please understand that we cannot control the dark side of Humanity. It is a malevolent part...
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    A Day In The Life Of Me With Ptsd. . . .

    Yes; let it breathe, Face the storm and let the damn thing breathe! Trying to ignore or hold it in, will make the body break... Hold onto your light within, strive to let love rule and let the damn thing breathe!
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    Ptsd, Dd And My Long Dust Road!

    Forgive my poor grammer, misspellings and typos. I just lost all my possessions in a terrible divorse. I could not endure a court battle in my current state of mind; but, I walked away with my love intact. I had the missfortune of trusting a narcassist with my soul... So here I am on my smart...
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    Ptsd, Dd And My Long Dust Road!

    Chaos put it's strings on my soul before I opened my eyes to this world. My Father was madness and my Mother was insanity... My Mother was diagnosed with manic depression; "that is what it was called back then" she also suffered PPD... My father was hell fire beyound control and beyound the...
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    Supporter Boyfriend With Ptsd

    Your emotiobal stability is mist important right now. Focus on your love and happiness within. Do your best to be non reactive and adhere to a calm place within. Allow this dark moment to pass. Your emotional stability and kindness wll help your partner feel safe and excepted. It is also...
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    Other Intro: I Have Harbored This Storm Of Sorrows Forever It Seems. I Have Seen To Many Dark Days.

    Apoligies if this is a private question; but, what is a VIP?
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    Other Intro: I Have Harbored This Storm Of Sorrows Forever It Seems. I Have Seen To Many Dark Days.

    Thank you and yes I have already found this site to be very benificial. I wish I had thought of searching for a support groop sooner in my life it could have prevented much of my isolation and many mistakes along the way. It is no easy endeavor to let the light in and trust others in the midst...
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    Sufferer Introduction-eowyn

    Hello, I am sorry that you have been hurt so deeply in regard to a sacred trust. Humanity put a burden on your soul and I pray that you will find the support and trust you need to heal. Heart smiles, love and kindness beautiful one!
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    Other Intro: I Have Harbored This Storm Of Sorrows Forever It Seems. I Have Seen To Many Dark Days.

    Apologies for all my typos, I struggle with the tiny keys on my smart phone. My home pc recently crashed and I have not been able to fix it yet. I look forward to learning more about this site and am greatful that I found it.
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    Other Intro: I Have Harbored This Storm Of Sorrows Forever It Seems. I Have Seen To Many Dark Days.

    PTSD was not understood when my soul was shattered as a child. Blood demons put a curse on me and there was not help in the way of psychology back then. Unfortunately I had ti work it out within my spirit and my soul had to harbor the burden. It took my many tormented years to calm the storm...
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