Other Intro: I Have Harbored This Storm Of Sorrows Forever It Seems. I Have Seen To Many Dark Days.

[Canticle]

PTSD was not understood when my soul was shattered as a child. Blood demons put a curse on me and there was not help in the way of psychology back then. Unfortunately I had ti work it out within my spirit and my soul had to harbor the burden. It took my many tormented years to calm the storm and find my light within. My one consulation is that I have found great strength within and strive ti help others carry the burden. I would turn the night down and heal the world of sorrows if it was within my power. For all my long dark roads I have found an equal love to calm the storm. At times I wish I could exchange my life for a happy life. But then I realize that I am strong enough to carry the burden and help others find the light within! I still trigger and have to fight like hell to calm the storm. But I always find my way home! Reaching out for help is not an easy endeavor for me; my sorrows were a lonely road. I hope that I can grow and develope greater insights on this forum. I also hope that I may help others in times of need! So hellio, I am happy to have fiund this site!

 

[Canticle]

Apologies for all my typos, I struggle with the tiny keys on my smart phone. My home pc recently crashed and I have not been able to fix it yet.
I look forward to learning more about this site and am greatful that I found it.

 

[ladee]

Welcome. and thank you for telling us some of your journey. We all have walked some dark roads and we still have times that PTSD rules our life.... but the Forum is a very loving, caring and supportive place to be..... I have been off line for over three months because of computer problems.. and using my phone.... so I truly understand.... I am back online now and so happy to be back with my friends and family here...
Hope you hang in there with your phone until other options present themselves..... you are worth it... glad you are here.

 

[Canticle]

Welcome. and thank you for telling us some of your journey. We all have walked some dark roads and we st...

Thank you and yes I have already found this site to be very benificial. I wish I had thought of searching for a support groop sooner in my life it could have prevented much of my isolation and many mistakes along the way. It is no easy endeavor to let the light in and trust others in the midst of the storm. This site is a perfect remedy!

 

[Canticle]

Welcome. and thank you for telling us some of your journey. We all have walked some dark roads and we st...

Apoligies if this is a private question; but, what is a VIP?

 

[ladee]

Just means I've been around for awile. There is an explanation here somewhere. Sorry my brain is scattered right now. Hopefully someone will come on and explain it better. Maybe I can find it. I'll try and get back to you.