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I love it!!! (((@Cj77 )))) back atcha!! If you need a buddy, I'm available to chat!!

@Cj77 ... What do the perinthesis mean? Lol

@ThursdayZimBobWayz its American men!! They have a WORLD WIDE reputation for being scoundrels. Can you believe that? That's why I always rebound to Arabic men (it's my comfort zone.. My moms side is Armenian), but that's a whole other set of issues that I don't want to deal with. When it comes...

@ThursdayZimBobWayz i love that!! HILARIOUS. And true. Jealousy sucks. I'm fairly certain that 98% of my jealousy is from imagined sh*t and the other 2% are b*tches getting competitive in innapropriate circumstances. Makes me wanna knock heads together too!!

@ThursdayZimBobWayz So it's like someone who should love you so much is telling you you're not good enough. Whether they mean to or not. Sorry.. Having issues with this thing.. Haha

I feel like there's a deeper reason to be pissed about our guys gauking over another girl other than jealousy. Our society has set up a standard of beauty that's just ridiculous and unrealistic. Everyone's so different, I feel like we should all have our own standards of beauty. So when your...

@Eternum hey!!:) welcome!! I feel like I understand. I worked through my PTSD for a good 15 years.. And I thought because I had worked through all the flashbacks, normal triggers, and seeing red that I could relax. I joined because I went from very basic manageable panic attacks to HUGE ones...

@ThursdayZimBobWayz .. Glad to know I'm not alone!! Porn doesn't bother me.. I get mad when we're out and about and he jokes about crassly hitting on chics. I don't feel like I know him well enough to know if he actually does it when im not around. I know he's coming home to me, but the...

Been there!!

@ThatRandom91 he does.. And he's a sweet guy. And he's always telling me to get out when he leaves for work. Lol. But he's not very good and showing emotion and he can be all business.. So I don't always feel like I have something to go on.

i can't tell if I'm just fully paranoid.. Or if my intuition is going off. My boyfriend leaves his iPad at home but it's connected to his personal and work phone. So while he's at work, I can see all of his boring work texts. He encourages me to look at it, because he knows what I've been...

Thanks so much @Anrish !! Your input made perfect sense, no worries!! If only the things I loved to do were more acceptable where I live. Im in this huge city.. And bartending is a competitive artificial sh*t show. And I'm just the opposit of those things. i love the art of knife throwing...

I appreciate it!! @SheilaKathy , but I don't believe in God.

up to chat all day long if you need a buddy!! @Bookoffee

I would LOVE that town!! PTSD is so alienating.

its such a hard day. I've been without work for just under a month and I'm feeling so trapped. My days are just full of paranoia. I've slowly shaved off anything I care about throughout my life so I don't have to feel this way. Now all I have left if my boyfriend and his kids and I'm afraid...

hm.. Yeah .. My boyfriend was just telling me the same about how it's hard to make friends as an adult. As an introvert I definitely do come off as a bitch.. Just because I'll be shut down or whatever!! Thanks @itsKismet !!

i know how you feel **hug** Just the other day I texted my ex husband because I had no one else to talk to and told him that I thought I was ready to die.. Hoping that somehow he couldn't have me committed for that. Don't give up. I have to say your penguin picture made me quite happy <3

Take care!!

Im intj!! :)

He reminds me of two brothers I know that were in the army. One was mentally healing better than the other because he would talk about it.. The other brother had to isolate himself quite a bit because he WOULDNT talk about it. Does your guy not talk about it?

For sure!!

Hey :) thanks for taking the time to tell me all that!! I typically look for female friends (because guys just never want to be my friend and I'm not into all that underlying garbage). But im not into what the celebrities are doing.. I'm a minimalist.. I'm an introvert.. With PTSD.. I'm...

I have no idea yet either!! I'll let you know if I figure it out.

You're not alone:) I do it too!!