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That is how is should be for all of us. He is a friend and a loved one. I think I love Him so much be cause He first loved me. You know what I mean?

Yes. That describes it to a tea. And I wish you resolution from that same guilt. At times, I still feel that same way. But since there was nothing I could have done to stop what happened to my sister, I don't feel so bad any longer. But those who were in harms way, as adults, because of me, it...

They call it "merging" You just become a more complete, whole person. Much happiness is coming your way. Keep loving your little one. It will make a world of difference for you. (((( Pencil )))) I can't begin to tell you have how many alters I used to have. The most recent count by the...

I have asked a prayer on your behalf. I do hope you will be able to get that place. It sounds perfect for you. (((( Trib ))))

Alba, consider it done. Congrats on your Bodine's good diagnoses. Woo Hoo. safenow

I had a doctor recently (last year) while I was inpatient, tell me I needed to "kill off" all my alters. I turned on him. I was not nice at all. My comment to him, "Perhaps you should cut off your penis since you're old and probably don't use it any more." Pencil, Just you know. Our little...

Yes, my dear. You are on that wonderful path called "Healing". I am so pleased that you have a person who specializes in DID & PTSD. Good job. Not all therapists deal with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). Back when I was first diagnosed they called it Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD)...

Hi cerca la pace, Welcome to the PTSD Forum. I also suffered abuse as a child and multiple other traumas (including rape) as an adult. You are going to find many wonderfully supportive people here, male and female. Also the information is outstanding. I am so sorry you had to go through...

OH Goody. Alba, you did it. Yeah! Woo Hoo! *Jumps up and down* I'm so glad you were able to get a lot of people to join us.

Modernmama, I agree with Brad1980. You were very brave to do that. I do hope you have a good trauma therapist who is familiar with ways to break the training you got while inside the cult. The stuff you learned early in life tends to stay with you, and if you were programmed, like I was, to...

For me, the inner children can disrupt my routine. I mean, good grief, I'm 67 years old. One would think by now I'd behave as an adult should, right? WRONG! Growing up, I never learned how an adult is suppose to behave. I sure didn't want to be like those "adults" whom were around me. The only...

(((( Bubzilla )))), I hope you reported them. Many years ago I worked at an aged care facility. I was shocked at what I saw.I stayed for a long while, just to take care of the patients, but when I saw that nothing was going to change, I too left. They shut down not to long afterwards. I often...

Welcome to the PTSD Forum, Mondernmama. I hope that you will start a diary here and be able to get your feelings out on paper. I can be very healing. Every one here is very supportive, and kind. It really helps to think positive. I am so sorry you went through what you did. Take good care of...

My bag is by the front door, and I have my chair all dismanted. Come and get me. LOL. Party time. Woo Hoo. I'll take care of your problem when I get there, Trib. Vrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrom. Vrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrm. Thump. Vrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrm Vrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrm. Ooops. I don't...

That is a wise thing to do. You are setting safe boundaries for yourself. Once I learned how to set safe boundaries I began to do much better around people. My problem is, I am starting from scratch again, since I was home-bound for these past few years. October 2012 is the first time (other...

I suggest you go ask Anthony for some good material to share with them. He has some wonderful written things in the wiki section.

Good and accurate quote, cattsrangels2.

My answer is yes and no. Those who broke into my home and tortured me and got me pregnant each got 15 years. The man who stalked me got 6 months and a fine. My uncle and father never spent one day in jail. Although my father had to go to court, he was released since he hadn't been home when...

I am so proud of you, Dennis. You are doing everything in the right way. I hope you can keep up the good work. I do want you to know it is normal to fall down once in a while. But the important thing is, you get back up. Each time you do, you move forward and gain more strength to help you get...

and you didn't invite me. Shame on you both. LOL. I'm glad you had a good weekend. (((( Trib ))))

That cop was so stupid. The laws are now that even a husband can be charged with rape when they force you or do things against your will. It is so hurtful the way a rape victim is treated. That is one of the reasons I used to work for the rape crisis center. I would go to the hospital or...

Growing up I wasn't allowed to have emotions. None. I was in adulthood before I learned what emotions really are and was able to put a name to each one. When I was in a mental hospital, one of the classes was on emotions. The instructor had a large poster with faces on it showing the different...

I"m rather slow. how do you see these wheelchairs? I put my mouse over the spot below a person's name, and all I see are the words, "needs help" and a small black bar. But then again, the only time I can see anyone's icon is when I click on their name and it opens a different window. How do I...

Fear makes you not leave your home, ever. Fear makes you so paranoid you can't even walk around in your own home with curtains open. Caution means you lock doors and windows, and make sure you don't go where you know danger is lurking. I'd say you are using caution, and keeping yourself safe...

I agree with Ms Spock. You deserve good people in your life. I hope you continue to take good care of yourself.