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It has been 2 months since my father passed. My sister sent a picture of the grave site and the date has been engraved. When Mom passed, they got a stone with both names on it. All that had to be added was his date of death. The picture made it so real and final. Just not really coping with it...
Feeling alone. Haven't had a conversation with anyone in 3 days. And really don't want to. Feeling totally wiped out. Nightmares every night. No one to talk to if I wanted. The only person to get it is my T. One conversation a week is probably not healthy but it is all that is possible. The dog...
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I stay alive because I promised I wouldn't do anything to hurt myself to some people I love. I couldn't hurt them. One in particular has worked so hard to help me - it would hurt him too much.
I stay alive for my dog. My boy would have such a hard time if something happened to me. He is always...
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Feeling pretty OK this morning. The pup is at daycare so it is quiet in the house. I can hear the birds chirping outside and the breeze blowing. I love spring/early summer.
Waking up in the morning with my pup resting his head on my shoulder and snuggling with him for 5 minutes before getting up. Doing the same before going to sleep.
Waking up from a nightmare in the middle of the night and finding the pup nearly on top of me (he keeps me safe)
A freshly mowed...
Tired but relaxed. Didn't get much sleep last night. Enjoyed a really nice moment with my pup. Sunny but not too warm. Lying on the grass and enjoying some sun with my furry buddy. Ahhh.
I hate Mother's Day for different reasons. My mom has been gone for 17 years and I miss my mom. I wish we had been able to become friends. She just passed too soon and lived too far away.
I have good friends who are wonderful moms, have awesome families and they hate Mother's Day because they...
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Got sore muscles today. Don't know why my upper back has been in such knots lately. I expect it is anxiety. Did too much earlier in the week and now how sore joints. Forced rest. Ugh. :O_o:
Feeling relaxed this evening. I got a lot of yard work done yesterday and even though I am tired and sore today, it was good to get some of it done, get some sun and fresh air. Maybe I am just tired. I also sent the pup to day care yesterday and today and today I was told they all just love him...
Just found out that a person who has been very supportive, kind and understanding is moving to Canberra, Australia. He is one who finds me nearly every Sunday and gives me a hug. Just because he knows I need one. Sometimes those are the only hugs I get. This is a person who is not huggy so they...