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I've posted similar responses in similar threads. "The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had". I think of suicide a lot. Often many times a day. I really don't like living in this hell in my head, and rarely, truly enjoy life on any level. I just seem to be waiting to die of...
I've been thinking about this all night, including some pretty weird dreams last night. I fear you are right Jar. This morning I woke up pretty depressed instead of angry. I'll probably post here later after my appointment. I'm out of time for now.
As for the watch list, I'm sure everyone who...
This is my post on CNN comments section below the article. I repeat, this is not directed at this forum, it was posted on CNN to all 1793 people who had posted in that article's comment section.
If everyone who is bitching on this forum actually got off their dead a$$es and contacted their...
What made me angry today? Well this really pissed me off...
"What's worse, the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs is aware of the problems and has done almost nothing to effectively prevent veterans dying from delays in care, according to documents obtained by CNN and interviews with numerous...
both of us would be in jail (the toucher/hugger)... and/or the hospital. Him for the touching, then hugging me without my permission, me for beating the crap out of him. Congratulations for the self control.
I need to fast today for some blood work (blood draw for labwork). The Mrs. needed to take care of some things this morning. We only have one running street legal vehicle right now. So... I have to sit here starving all morning and into the afternoon before I can get the truck to go for my...
Except don't cross that painted line on the flight line (can't remember the color, used around "special planes and/or ordinance). Air Force MP's don't have much of a sense of humor and respond with M-16s locked and loaded if you cross that special line.
The other day I was looking for a song to post on FB. I love Van Halen's "And the Cradle Will Rock". So... I looked it up on YouTube... Bad idea. Great song, but the video is a combination of the worst of the 80's with Diamond Dave in his leotards and fur boots gyrating around. I still can't get...
I don't think any of us on the forum are in any danger of losing it like Ol'Tommie. If any of us start to lose touch with reality there is always someone here to tell us to HTFU or "get real".... :confused: ;)
If I use sarcasm, I try to make it a playful attempt at humor. I have to be careful, because I have very sharp, biting whit if I'm not careful, and can cut someone to the bone (figuratively). I spend a lot of time watching people, learning what makes them tick. This leads to an insight that can...
TACOMA, Wash. — An Army agency that sets final medical records for disabled soldiers has been ordered to disregard reports from Madigan Army Medical Center doctors under scrutiny last year for their handling of patients with post-traumatic stress disorder.
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A Madigan ombudsman in...
Discovering that one of your posts here on the forum was edited by a moderator, and not understanding what was wrong with it does not cause PTSD. Maybe some annoyance and concern, but not PTSD.
Welcome to the forum. Anthony (owner of this forum) has a sister site for combat vets that have PTSD Link Removed . (edit: I just noticed DMerish's post mentions the same thing) The site is separate from this one as I'm sure you know, we don't always play nice with civilians. ;)
Anger and rage...
My T has tried to get me into a group for several years, but I was not strong enough to do it. Just recently I asked him if there was any groups starting soon. He was starting a group for aggression/anger management. I asked to join it as I was trying to expand my abilities and also trying to...