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None of us deserved to be abused as children. What we deserve now .. idk. Knee jerk reaction there. Sorry.

For waking at 4am and having an hour of peace before the chaos begins.

Same here. So many times I've thought to myself "wow, if I'd have been successful in ending it all, I would have missed this. Whatever "this" was at the time. Please keep remembering that the best is yet to come. You just can't see it yet.

@Teasel I'm not sure. I was just reading a little about it. Her T has taught her grounding techniques by sensing the sights, smells, etc. She just refuses to use them, preferring to get the rage out her own way. Her job is very stressful and she has way too many other responsibilities. I can...

Bats

Thanks @Friday That is a great idea. I wish I'd have known about the marble jar with my son who was autistic. My daughter is mid-30s with PTSD and has nightmares rages and meltdowns, etc. My problem is keeping myself regulated when she's going through this. Sometimes I can and sometimes I get...

Living near the beach.

I wish my daughter could be healed.

I was used, abused, neglected and abandoned. Me too.

Optimistic and confused

I just wanted to clarify that I didn't mean cats was my hobby lol. Just that I don't have much time left over for hobbies anymore because I'm always taking care of my cats and my daughters cats. There are a lot of them.

I got a shower.

My daughter didn't have a meltdown yesterday.

Hard one.. Either "I'm so lonesome I could cry" ~ Hank Williams Or "Mr Bojangles" by anyone Favorite artist?

Like I really really need a vacation. Even a short one would be good. But it's not going to happen.

My younger brother wanted me to write a book, not to be published, but "for the record". I tried but got to a hard part, (trying to do things chronologically) and a ton of stuff happened where I had to stop. I never got back to it. If you can do it, I'd say go for it!

Cottage cheese

I'm sorry you are going through such hard times right now.

I can totally relate to that I would be too. You will be okay, like you said you can live alone again. You can have a supportive relationship one day too. From what you've said it doesn't sound like this relationship is supportive of you and your needs.

1/2 of a "blooming onion" and horseradish sauce.

I guess I've gotten to that age where I can remember things from 50 yrs ago easier than I can remember last week. Sometimes those older memories jump into my brain uninvited and then I struggle to get back to "now".

Locked in. Angry. Ashamed.

My spiragraph. Fancy restaurant or buffett?

Very cold weather in Florida also can be called "falling iguana season".