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Walking to my pharmacy, to get a prescription refilled, the pharmacist asks me, if I had picked an earlier prescription, 8 days ago. As I had brought the wrong empty vial to be refilled. My mistake had caused a minor crisis, as the pharmacy staff were searching for the "missing" prescription.

Sadden, the bug which infected me, about 3 weeks ago, is still around, having moved to my lungs.

Britt, you're not alone, you have real friends, here. Been feeling nauseous, which is a step up, from the painful abdomen cramps. Tired and finding it, hard to concentrate, on the simple things.

Star laid on my side, for the first time, this morning. A huge step for her recovery from an abusive kittenhood.

Not really sure, how to describe, what I am feeling, as my body is rebelling, in all of it's glorious form, on me. Numb, sore, anger, frustration, depressed, anxious, are the few of the emotions, which is gripping my body, at this moment.

@Meadowsweet, it was suggested to me, about 7 years, by the mod of my support group to write, my experiences out, which I have chosen poetry, as my outlet. Please don't stop expressing yourself, in this creative and healing outlet. For the record, my trauma diary is filled with many poems, I...

@Lucycat , like your family history, diabetes run through my maternal side of the family, having killed two uncles and my grandfather (Type II), with my mom and I, both having it. As for your question about pyschiatric drugs, the answer is, they are based upon different types of sugar compounds...

Reading this article brought back many memories, for me, in which, I avoided my mom, because I knew, as a child, she couldn't handle them, and sought my dad's help. Even though, my dad was emotionally withdrawn from me. Unable to share any strong emotions, except anger. My dad spent 5 of his...

Like @Britt.f7 , I suffer from depression (chronic and severe) and understand the struggle to keep yourself, in equilibrium. (My last black depression, almost cost me, my life, in December 2010-January 2011) I hope, you are able to find a way to keep on top.

Spiderallis, this is a big start towards exiting your black goo. Numb, and frustrated, at life, in general.

Depressed and exhausted from two days of extreme anxiety. Just want to sleep, the rain away, here. Haven't been writing any poetry, for the past 2 days, now. Angry, at my building management for their handling of yesterday, which worsen my anxiety. They have, the sensitive of a rusty nail.

Another day, for extreme anxiety, as I want to hide away, but can't as my heating unit is being looked at. I feel invaded, by this entire process.

I thought, I remember hearing that scientists had found a way to create memories, in the mice and rats, they were testing, earlier this year. Or am I just imagining things?

Good luck, Spiderallis. I have a friend, who suffers like you do, with the waiting room anxiety attacks. Becoming angry, at my body, as my level of concern and anxiety, is rising. My little ones, won't leave me, in my apartment. There is always one of them, around, wherever I go.

No, Wendy. Just chronic severe depression.

Amethist, I hope your husband finds the healing, both you and him, deserves. Good luck.

Yes, CJNull25, to both of them. It has gotten to the point, I am zoning out, during conversations with friends. As for the intrusive thoughts, I have experienced them, since I was, a young child, which my abuse started. Finding my mind racing, in a thousand and one different directions. Have...

Depressed, frustrated, tired and sore, as my latest bug takes hold of me. Am finding it hard for my body, to process anything, I eat, as my glucose levels are dangerously high, but my anxiety is keeping me, from going to the nearest emergency, with this. I do have an appointment booked for...

The library computers for being so unpredictable. For the third time, in a week, they have crashed outright. For my lack of energy to do anything, beyond sleep and cuddle up with my cats.

Squeak, my male cat, has taken to walking the hallway, outside of my apartment. He loves exploring the surrounding units. He struts, when he walks.

@Flyaway the location of the website is about an hour's drive from my place, if I had a car. Will check Google, to see if there is a shop closer to me, in the greater Toronto area.

I have about eight different herbal mixtures, which I use, regularly. And yes, I have bought several Pukks teas, over the years, especially, the mint based ones, before being diagnosed with Acid Reflux. As for sugar based products, I have to be very careful, being diabetic, and recent problems...

Right now, Ayesha, getting up, without being awaken by Venus (one of my cats), is huge. Actually, I have been called the voice of doom and gloom, but that's another story, TwoDee. As for you Hallowe'en costume, would love to see a photo, of it. :p Just think of Detriot or New York City, both...

Thank you, TwoDee.

Depressed, isolated and alone, as I started this day, with tears, after being awake for 20 minutes. One of my signs, I am battling depression, once more. Venus had to wake me, up, again, with her kibble breath, this morning, as I would sleep the entire morning, away. No one around me, is seeing...