Disappointment Or Sadness

[goingonhope]

My disappointment and sadness over 'errors' is about 4 days old, to this point. And since, I have felt it each day.

Last week was very difficult to say the least and as I sat across a desk from another person who assisted me in filling out a health insurance form for secondary health insurance, I learned that 3 years ago when we desperately needed this additional coverage that we were eligible then as well.

The problems which arose were that the person assisting in this application process, typed in the error that we had one less member of our family then we actually do (effectively disqualifying us) and then entered our wrong street number / address.

Directly connected and resulting out from this error are numerous disappointments and much, much sadness. Deep enough to be too privately sad to mention, nor need to recall.

 

[goingonhope]

I'm disappointed today that my husband just informed me that this morning, he accidentally took another's medication instead of his vitamins. Though he and I found some humor in this, after the disbelief of course, we're both disappointed.

I reassured him that 3 of the pills will be absolutely harmless. 1 should be safe, unless he has an allergic reaction - for which I'll pay attention. The other will probably sedate him seeing that it is a higher dose then anyone starts out on and is prescribed at night.

He and I are both disappointed and concerned as to whether he will be able to follow through with his plans this morning which requires physical exertion.

 

[zaniara]

So very sad that my brain isn' functioning well enough to study.

 

[Chincho]

Very, very sad that I might have to leave my therapist. She's the best and has helped me tremendously, but we seem to be stuck and now she just makes me angry.

 

[Let It Be]

I'm still disappointed and sad in how I reacted the other day when I went to the funeral home to sign the guestbook for someone I knew. It seems that just going there, opened up a wound where there is still a lot of pain from the past that I need to feel and explore.

 

[Britt.f7]

Somewhat disheartened over my sister's putting down medication, legal drugs, knowing I'm on quite a few.

 

[Britt.f7]

Disappointed that my depression and my desire to be a recluse has come back.

 

[therisa]

Sadden, the bug which infected me, about 3 weeks ago, is still around, having moved to my lungs.

 

[Britt.f7]

It makes me sad that my sister believes that our years of being spanked(beat) were normal and good. That there was nothing wrong with it. It has effected me so differently. Of course, I took the brunt of the beatings being the oldest. Still, she saw how it was. She gets mad at me if I say it wasn't all rosy.

 

[therisa]

Still, she saw how it was. She gets mad at me if I say it wasn't all rosy.

We all, have our own way of dealing with the reality, which we can't accept.

Disappointed, for the third time, this month, the water has been turned off, as repair work is being done to the boiler.

 

[Britt.f7]

Disappointed that I have to have a tooth filled today. Very nerve wracking.

 

[Britt.f7]

My aunt had a heart attack. I use to be close to her, but, over the years, we drifted apart. The year after my mom died, she cut off ties from me. I'm sad that it has to be that way.