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It means you're dissociated

^^ Romantically or more: slime guys with glasses, better with androgynous face. Red haired girls, better to not be too slime. Personnality, friendship : curious, kind or at least not hate driven, dark sens of humour is really cool and ability take time for everydays things. In fiction : dark...

Seeing yourself in tje third person is a form of dissociation whom can occur when what's going on is too much to deal with

Well, at least I'm not joking anymore about going to hell (not the religious mindset) for what I write/read. It's better to not say it to everyone, but it's an ok thing to do.

feeling very depressed because exhaustation

Morges (switzerland)

Fruit juice. It's 4am and I would rather be sleeping. Maybe eating a carrote to be sure I wasn't woke up because hunger and drink some water in case I was too thirsty

Welcome. Hope this place is going to help you 💜

All the fictions books i read were quite oblivious of the aftermath of this. I only read non fiction books about that kind of subjet of fanfictions

The rain

Why I have to take decision for myself at all ? That sucks

sometimes I got blocked and just can't go to the fridge to eat bacause.... I don't know, but I'm hungry and even it's not the right hour no amount of chocolate is going to solve this issue

I hate being me, I'm stuck with myself

can't I just not be me ?

I put trash in the trash and put plats and co in the washing machine, so tomorrow my helper can cook and have a serious talk with me... Hate having to deal with responsabilities, I was never formed to that

I hate going back to serious buisness but it's time to stop doing my bad habits and acts again like someone responsable

Finally it rains 💜

I always ruin everythings

wood

let's forget everthing about yesterday 🥳 (won't delete anytime, just pretend to not notice that)

argh I forgot my morning medication

rereading everytings tomorrow or later. it's time to get prepared to go to sleep so I call it a day ^^

Anyway, daily life feels so harder to me to deal with than the very worst I ever read about (things I didn't dare to mention in this post) Fiction is always easier by far

I still feel like I'm truly alone and every thing hide an awful danger

I can't stop trying to find out