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Applying to more jobs gives me hope

Everyone is on a different road. Yours looking different does NOT mean you are behind. You're doing good, deep work. Being frozen with anxiety (not going to a college or future you wanted out of anxiety) and having to work through that now, including grieving what secretly could have been if you...

Hmm. I'm afraid to use too much time unpacking it. A lot of it is not wanting to lose my mom's house. And a lot of it is fear that I'm picking a path with way more suffering than I can handle. That I am doomed. I unfortunately have to make decisions quickly enough so that when the time comes...

This is what I has to say about it most recently. I feel so overwhelmed and confused and not sure of what the "right" plan is.

I haven't received any new news. I'm confused about it and extremely stressed because I have no timeline and no real idea of what I'll do when it comes down to it still. I tried getting a job, then got one, then was fired pretty much same day. Realized I'm probably too disabled to work -- I...

Just wanted to say that I feel you. And I did go to college. I feel like I didn't do it right, and in my 30s nothing has really been working out. I think you have more hope than you know. I might be losing housing, but you've still got that. You've got a few things going for you. And don't...

I have no advice, just wanted to say I'm so sorry you're going through such a hard time with this. 🫂

I am trying to stay resilient and positive

Thankful for the time I've had with them today

I can handle pain. The cats and animals in general can handle change. It is so hard and that's okay

I'm so sorry :( 🫂

Trying not to be dramatic but very scared Is there any hope? I had some for a minute there. Scared things will continue to go wrong, don't see why it wouldn't. I'm not any more deserving than any of the homeless people I see everywhere. In fact I feel less deserving. Feelings aren't facts or...

Job said they'd hire but changed their mind after the orientation and told me to try again in seven years. Devastated and feeling hopeless. Just want to keep my animals but starting to think it's not possible anymore Suicidal thoughts are back. I don't want to live without the animals I hate...

Chillin'

Did hang out with family a lot today in a lake beach area and that was helpful

I hope I can escape this country one day. I certainly will when I die, at the least, whenever that happens

I just hope it all works out. I don't deserve the life I have, any more than anyone else does. I don't deserve more, I don't deserve less. I just hope I can keep the animals. It's all I've been sacrificing everything for. Just hope it works out and I don't have to say bye to my animals too...

Last week or so was the closest I've come to truly planning my death, but i decided to at least try to live after having a public meltdown/breakdown. Worse than when my previous boss had me working 3 jobs at once including being her wake up maid. Worse than anything. Can't live without my cats...

Thank you. Amazing that I've worked so hard over the past decade to try to earn some kind of life only to repeatedly have things get worse and worse. Trying to be Buddhist about it. Aka live in the moment, let go of my attachments. In the end none of this will the what matters, except the grief...

Hoping for the best

Scared it'll turn out I can't work. Really, really been struggling with narcolepsy

Trying to stay hopeful. Am scared. Got a job I think though. Nothing glamorous but pays twice as much as disability does. Hopefully helps

Just trying to stay hopeful that something works out

Not like medicare pays for anything I need anymore with Trump in charge

That my grandfather will sell this house. It's been so hard to live here but it's what I have. He might have to sell to live in a nursing home. I have tried to live elsewhere multiple times now and can't do it without losing all my animals. I'm hoping he'll just transfer ownership to me. But...