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Thank you so much ❤️ 🫂 🫂 🫂 🫂

I'm glad it was so peaceful

My OCD + chronic guilt really really wants me to use anxiety/survival instincts to find what I did wrong that lead to my mom's death. I would live in a thousand times the filth to have her back :(

Thank you for the support, it means a lot

Thank you This is the worst pain I've ever felt. I miss her so much Every 10 minutes feels like a decade

Thank you I am so glad I always took all my anger out here and not with her. I was so afraid of hurting her that even saying angry things here bothered me, but she never knew about them and hopefully won't find out (do angels get wifi?)

I would stay in an uncomfortable place forever to have her back. But I am at least happy she is at peace. And I hope she knows I love her so much and that she meant the world to me

I'm so so devastated

My beloved mother has passed away. It was peaceful and she was surrounded by her children and sisters and so much love I miss her so much already. I love her so much. I just wanted her to get better and be okay. I'm so happy she's no longer in pain

Thank you for saying this. I found it helpful -- I think I went through this, too.

Just posting my post-post thoughts to keep both diaries up to date on this topic

I hope this is a cognitive distortion. I hope I am catastrophizing it.

I came here to say that I stayed up all night looking for a place that's suitable. I want to be out of here ASAP. Nothing is looking good yet, but I did find out that I misunderstood the payment guide (apparently a common mistake or I wouldnt have found a website dedicated to it) and that I...

Thank you :( <3 Last I heard Trump and Trump admin have the cuts planned for early 2026. Though, with some things not going to plan, the rumor is they may rush it and do it earlier. It's not much rights some people here have if they can be taken away at any time.

Hopefully. I am looking for landlords who accept section 8, though have already gotten a few rejections. Which means I've made some sort of progress, in a way, I guess, though I want to find somewhere quickly to get out of here, so it has been frustrating. Not to mention the worry that I will do...

thank you :)) something will work

in great news though. vets said Doggo wouldn't make it to summer last fall. It is now midspring and she's not only holding on, but doing very well :) she was outside eating all the emerging cicadas. She says they taste like shrimp :)

Just the nightly sounds of her struggling to get to her bed. She filled the room back up so it's hard for an able-bodied person to get to it. She can't take her walker in there and she has parkinsons. and hip and knee problems. so it's loud and she doesn't even know she's making noise. It is...

My mom has been in significant pain for over 8 months because she needs hip and knee replacements and is meeting with the consequences of her actions. Hopefully I can move out quickly because the daily noise is literally driving me insane. Needed to go to the hospital but somehow made it this...

Am looking. I am hoping I can find someone who lets me keep my pets. I don't want to keep having to come back here, even just to care for animals. I want to live with them. In an emergency I would deal with it for one year. Not forever.

Okay. I have the voucher. Stressful tho

I’m glad lion isn’t here, though I miss him greatly. They’re saying that it’s not set in stone, but all the proposed cuts mean that if this does go through, a lot of people will be cut off and evicted immediately. Again. Wish I had killed myself as a child. I sound like a broken record. They...

Maybe. Plus, had some very bad news this weekend, and just got more. The more bad news is that trump is already doing cuts to HUD. No more section 8. There goes my plans for escape. Fabulous. Again, why did I decide to live just to be re-informed that people hate peoples like me...

He does now, almost on a weekly to a daily basis actually, now that he and his ex gf have broken up. He lost pretty much everything, from housing to personal belongings, and came out of it with a singular kitten. interestingly. she was abusing him. so, yeah, before now, sporadic visits. and...

Honestly, it feels like he's on SUCH another boat that I don't even know how to begin to explain this to him. it is very odd