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I used to like everybody loves Raymond, Seinfeld and Friends, the bachelorette and biggest loser but have been into Criminal Minds and CSI Miami for 3 years. Also like the shows with fix up houses, tree houses and boat buying. Long term feel good is I Love Lucy; love the bread episode where it...

I have had attempted rape ; but I always fought like hell and got away. One guy had family issues I believe and I didn't want to do any more than kiss then it seemed like it set off a switch. ? Anger ? Power and control? One guy was a minority? Power and control and anger ...always seems to be...

I have heard that BPD has similar qualities under the dissociative scales for ptsd and did and that frequently people are misdiagnosed as BPD when it's ptsd. I have the dissociative subtype of ptsd with depersonalization but not derealization and other dissociative tendencies but not DID. Have...

I'm not sure. Have found that with ptsd I tend to be overly vigilant of potential bad situations and many many many.... Times unnecessarily but then being overly vigilant has saved my tail more than once!!! Not sure what to say. There's a lot of mixed up thinking with ptsd - I hear the goal is...

Grandpa had heart attack symptoms; paramedics here and no ST elevation on EKG so they didn't think so. However his behavior is identical to after the last silent MI and having more leg edema. Sooooo worried about everything but keep praying. Need to spend more time on school...

When you jump out of your skin at tires peeling out and you just would rather not being touched

Wow!!!! How cool are you?!!!!! That is awesome!!!! Anything you took back from the experience that you'd like to share??? How did it affect the ptsd? Positive or negative overall? Did you travel by foot?? Tell us more tell us more please!! Glad you made it!!! How did you get food and ration...

Thanks guys!!! Your support means the world to me!!!!

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Done some research; think grandpa was having mini bleeds in brain and hypocalcemia causing confusion, irritability... Seems so much better now and in reality, very appreciative of my care. Too bad he couldn't remember the 3 wks of 18-20 hr care. Such is life haha!!! Starting to mellow a little...

I used to hit myself in the head and bash my head against the wall from ptsd. I just read painting and using markers on your skin to simulate cuts and stitches helps. Then it can be cleaned off and you have no scars. I don't self harm anymore but did many many years ago. It was a release of...

Okay not good now my mother wants to come here and visit my grandfather. She called drunk as a skunk. Oh please God, do not let her come here. I am struggling enough. Good news is my family is saying I need days off because 365 days is too much for me now looking after Grandpa. Other good...

Yeah. Thank you!!!!!! Thank you soooooo much for this site!! It is so helpfull!!!! You and her are awesome!!!!

Also animal work has less human contact

Was going to say writer. It worked great for my family. Also medical transcription, scheduling appointment work. Sales of products from an online site. Art. Maybe certain sales positions or telemarketing.

They both even suggested I buy and run one of their businesses the biggest one in Cali at some time. It's a massively huge responsibility. Would need lots of training with them. Too stressed right now

The great news is one awesome boss offered me a trip to Hawaii and the other amazing and awesome boss offered me a free stay at a hotel in Hawaii. Love my bosses!!!!

Will need to find live in caregiver if I leave also.

And sang I like big butts and I cannot lie....

Grandpa is berating me, lying to others about me and my care and is angry angry angry and anxious and fearful of dying. I had been up for him and barely sleeping for 3 weeks and I am at my wits end. I understand he is trying to cope and adjust to his health but I need to cope with it too. I...

I would move if you are miserable with the weather. I've heard it said, you are not a tree; so u can move. Unless there are extenuating circumstances. I grew up in bad weather and it was okay as a kid but as an adult always looking for and moving to the great weather. Found working out also...