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I was feeling so bad tonight.. Its just like sadness that come over me. And this post made me feel so much nicer .. You are kind .... I am very much Afrikaans and feeling like ...today..:O_o:.. Mmmm embarrassing to say. But I would either read that post 10 times to convince myself to feel...

Its difficult tho.... spesialy if you always feel you are doing stuff wrong. Thanks for making me feel okey .. About that..

My connection is just as bad enjoy the whether its so dry here .. Another story another day. Its scary. A yong guy shot himself 3 times in the head. He lost all his animals dying of hunger . Good night and thanks :hug:

You are right its difficult my husband doesn't know how I feel.. He don't know I wish to die and planing shit anyway.. In some way i am to afraid to tell him how i feel. what tf am I feeling anyway except fear. Self made up fear. For noting . that day I said this are going to bring us...

Thank you born to run .. I think if you know what I did this forum will block me :nailbiting: its nice to be here read others stuff haven't seen anything like what I did .. I will try. And write everyday something that I am hiding Thanks for your motivation and care :hug:

Thank you you are kind:hug:.. My friends in real life left me when the new I am depressed. Think if they pray it can heal all wounds but nobody sticked. .... :( Actually they couldn't handle not being able to talk about there shit to me .. Cos I could give support anymore this is all crazy...

I dunno I veel trapped .. I am a sucker for answering.. Direct questions. You are ALL so caring I relay feel like running a away. Thanks for the good advise .. I am the bad one I must change .. People will gosip I live on a farm 4 km from people everybody for them self's. Nearest woman is my...

You did great !!!! And I mean great..!!!! You handled the guy very profesional .. You can tap yourself on the shoulder for that.. He did have an bad impact in you.. But you were aware if that. Some how you could feel this guy means harm. And you did manage to protect yourself by being open...

Hallo aw97 welcome on the forum and the best thing to help with this is by talking and talking and talking about these hurtfull stuf.. You came to the right place .. Greenleef are right keep posting .. Some advise if I may say.. Is to get a book and write every thought and feeling in it...

I am saying to much ... Sorry. Social services nnoooo!!! Keep them away from me .. I did homeschool... He doesn't hit us only yell .. He's okey most of the time only if I do stuff wrong. I never know when something is wrong. . he's not my problems. I dunno.. I will write my accident so...

I dunno. My husband gets mad if I do not answer ... Today is just another worst nightmare... "Dis hordes" wrong dicisions over the past... a lot of years ... Ending up in a nightmare .. Today is just bad my that phonecal just triggered shit. And my husband and my mum doesn't sit around...

Have you ever feel this cold feeling just flowing over you like your heart and lungs get frozen from top to bottom. A cold hand tightening over your heart squizing all the air out of you lungs. Making your heart beat in your head .. Your legs getting parralised and feel like flames are burning...

Santa Laurie.... thank you for the love and support you show others in this time you know others needed it and still you were suffering a great deal.. I really hope its going better today and that you will have a propper rest.. You deserve a medal of support... and not all those pain you are...

You are so cheerful !!!! :roflmao: Hope you enjoyed Christmas day !! Thanks for all the great wishes .. And a merry Christmas to you!..... :hug:

Ms Spock, I would love to join . Its a great idea .. But I need somebody to puch me .. By joining it will puch me and that will be enough ... I need to do something .. Everything just seems to be so difficult... I will try and keep quiet. ' not' to trigger people. Cos I think I am a bit...

I slowly attracted it.. Might have started just after the accident.. In 2013. But I can just feel the past 8 months. I can not think straight. My only thoughts are I am guilty want to die.... I hurt a kid have to die ....I have to be punished... Urghhh. It drives me nuts!!!!!!. There is not...

Ohooo I understand... thanks Yeah we always only look at the good stuff you are so right ..

I have David burns book did the depression test scored 96 and I decided that according to the outlay of the score that the book is not written for me. It clearly state that above 60 or so need therapy... I dunno I am Afrikaans and I struggle to understand that .. I know I am stupid. But I am...

My personal feeling is that he feels stupid for not thinking of it in the first place .. Congratulations you dit very good .. I love that idea and the effort you put into it. I really hope the assoc think about it and yes let him challenge you at a meeting he is " slapgat" and would say it...

From south Africa , and now in US? Do you enjoy it more there? :tup: I would love to disappear .. To anywhere but it will onley ba one more bad choice I make lol.. My alerts said you tagged me in a tread. What does that mean? Sorry for asking I just feel a bit unsure about this site...

Wow Afrikaans???? Of is jy Nederland's..? Ha !! ...dis n skok om n afrikaanse boodskap te kry.. Yes south Africa is making everybody live in terror.. Specially farmers.. As being a farmer for all my life it's hard to think positive these days. This is not my problem tho. A lot of bad...

(Pete walker] .. :tdown:Its so much reading .. I will try. Realy hard. I did save the page you said. You do give a lot of advise thanks Right now I feel like nothing .. Nobody. .. I do not even want to think about tomorrow. And its struggles. They are nothing i have a pretty perfect...

Thanks ironlady you are great and I feel connected to you .. Being part of your hurt in some way ... And I am sos sorry for that..

just need coping skills. Thanks. I will look at all this right now. Life will not get better for me lol. It will onky get worse .. This day is nearly over thank goodness for another day that has past... I don't use any chemical meds only herbs and spices and ozone if really bad. ...

Thank you Hodge. I am strangly feeling okey on this site and i tried a lot .. I do not understand why mental health must be so expensive .. It saddens me ... Cos 90% of south African people have hade some trauma before age 10 .. There are so many murders in as the passed 10 years...