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((((jesse)))) thank you. It's hard for me not to judge others by my abuser's yard stick. One reason that I have much insecurity.

you are much welcome. I've been dealing with this since my teens and was curious if anyone else was. I felt weird.

I do, I know you asked cakey but if you were curious for imput from sufferers as a whole, I definitely do.

I often do the same thing. I'm going to discuss with me T to see if there is anything I can do to help.

I'm there right now. Though it hurts me to see another dealing with this, it is comforting to know that i'm not alone (((hugs)))

welcome, we have spoken since you posted but I wanted to say welcome and I also am a ice cream junkie, I like Phish Food. I also drink a lot of sprite. They are soothing somehow.

welcome.

welcome to the forum. I agree with amethist. In my case, meds were a blessing. But everyone is different.

me too. I have enough emotional and physical scars

I'm familiar with this. It's made working difficult. I'm working on it though before my stomach is permanantly damaged.

This is to match the other suicide thread. To help deal with our self-abuse. I'll start: I won't hurt myself because it only hurts me, not my abuser. I have enough scars and I don't need anymore.

Definitely, Anthony. I know I have some but I was afraid to go there until now. I changed therapists even.

Yes we do Heather. We should start a 'I will not hurt myself and this why thread'

yes it is. I deal with it daily. Then it triggers my rage. Scary. I hate it. I feel threatened by little things.

welcome to the forum. Hang in there.

welcome. My brothers are also in Fire/EMS, your service is much appreciated.

I found when I'm stressed, I tear my scalp until it bleeds.

yes I have 4 times since I was 14.

will do, I see her tomorrow

I can relate there too. My folks do that. However, family gatherings aren't as bad for me.

welcome

me too. I feel stupid or at least that the person thinks I'm stupid but is being polite. Or that they are lying to me. I feel that everyone is after me or will hurt me.

aww, I'm sorry.

haha, I don't think so, though I'd rather have you for a sister than the one I have. B***h with a capital b. She is a snob. We are sisters in arms at least I'd say.

aww, to be honest, I don't always on time. Usually when they start threatening to either shut things off or they call me. I definitely know how you feel. Somedays I don't even shower. Pathetic, I know. But then I don't even get up some days either. Believe me, I'm right there with ya. I've...