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lack of sleep, and that leads to all kinds of amazingly weird shit. losing an hour of memory but being able to verify you were active and productive for that hour but absolute blank until you were interrupted/brought back to here and now is pretty weird except i get used to it from time to time.

I am thinking about how hard hard work leaves me feeling better most of the time. 10 hours of digging trenches, plumbing, lifting pulling pushing driving and climbing on and off of tractors and hoes and ditch diggers about a thousand times (more like fifty) leaves me exhausted but in a good...

working hard until it got too hot to work the last two days. Project isn't finished and today is supposed to be even hotter, this morning I decided to give myself a day off for recovery and that feels good.

eraserhead. OMG so weird even I don't want to watch it again. favorite rock and roll icon?

yep, guilty favorite country you ask? the US is hard to beat, so many regions and climates and the national parks i have seen are (insert superlative)! favorite way to meet new people?

hank williams😜 favorite nation?

the pool was perfect. thats a lot to enjoy and then a good towel in the sun, life has its perks.

my spray trailer. After many many years of mixing small amounts and walking the property to control the noxious weeds, today I hook up, plug in and drive around looking for the weeds to kill. Best part? doing it more often means less total spray i have to use. Less time, fewer weeds and much...

thanks for the reminder! If i am not happy with the things i see and the things i am thinking about all I have to do is look and think smaller- I am alive and i know there is food in the fridge and i can sleep where i want to and i will have a fresh pair of socks tomorrow. Not bad on a scale of...

today was better than yesterday, so far

another day spent earning. I think they gave figured out they would lose a case brought against them for hostile workplace, but if things are just left to fester it may lead to termination for cause for the antagonist i am dealing with. i work on, he steps off the cliff, everyone ahead. fire me...

thats a hopeful statement. It is possible, but feels extremely hopeful and risky to say it is a truth when you are allowing yourself to plunge into grief and hanging all hope on coming out the other side with joy. I wish it was a fact, a set rule you could count on being enforced by the...

dont know the term, but in my life all attempts to stop the natural flow of grief into acceptance have been detrimental in the long run. Maybe necessary for a short term thing like getting through a day or the trauma of an event in the moment, but grief will eventually find its way to front of...

grateful for being able to at least be heard when my rights get violated. that's not justice but it isn't overt lack of concern either. whatayagonnado?

picked up an old old guitar and plugged in and tuned it. Amp works, action good, guests I was waiting for arrived so I turned it all off and put it away without playing. First time in maybe 14 months, broke the seal I guess. And I shared this story with another human so there's that. I hope it...

swimming will do it- it just clicked from 94 to 95 degrees here, warm sun and cool water

nice weather and 6 visiting grandkids, a pool for swimming in and a/c indoors to escape the high 90’s coming this afternoon

steak with asparagus spears, but even better is having leftover's that will make a wonderful breakfast with a hollandaise sauce and maybe biscuits? good food comfort.

been watching too long to hold this back. I am a male, yep. I got one of those things hanging out of me. I know where it is, all the time, and am keenly aware of what it has encountered along the way, real time, drunk stoned sober half asleep. I think unaware of what it is up to and yet still...

getting out on the road just to get away fir awhile as in: have to be home at 3 PM, its 7 now, thats 8 hours, pick a drection and drive it 4 hours, then puck a route home that will get you back by 3. made it. worth it. alone time with a view, fealing better.

new vacation stetson

warm sun and cool clean water

eighteen days off

2 day delivery on an item that another seller promised within a week 3 weeks ago and another promised both a pick up at the seller time and then a delivery at the house time that both went unfulfilled. this is a fairly big ticket item that we wanted weeks ago, three times is the charm i guess...

so many……desert island one vhs tape…. mel brookes definitely, blazing saddles? young frankenstein? toss up. blazing saddles only cause i watch more westerns than horror flicks i guess. favorite concert you went to or will go to or wish you could have been at or hope to get to go to?