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Ohhhhh Manga, admittedly I'm more of a comic book fan. Marvel mainly. I do like some Animes though. Spy Family, Demon Slayer (although I heard the Manga isn't great) and One Piece is my favorite.

@Survivor3 If you're OK talking about it, if not don't respond. I won't take offence. Yes, I used alcohol as a coping mechanism, I started at 13 I think. Not a great childhood and I was around booze alot. I stopped drinking to cope when I met my ex. He came back by the way, knows I'm drinking...

Hello, I'm so sick of dealing with CPTSD and all the things that come with it. I need a break! I'm sure some of you feel the same, so let's chat! Right now I'm watching YouTube, Ironmouse posted a video of her singing songs via request by her chat. The last movie I saw was Fantastic Four and...

Just saw on your post your five years sober, I'm sorry I mentioned drinking. I know how hard it is. I was 10 years sober before all this happened.

Yes, sorry. I know it's not right. @Survivor3

Aq Thanks, like wise. I hope they'll be a time we chat soon when I'm not so messed up. I don't think there are any answers to my situation. So talking is the healthiest way to cope. Unfortunately, I have half turned to the unhealthy kind tonight.

@Survivor3 Thanks. Even though we are strangers in a app, you have been more supportive then some of my friends. I'm sure I've said it before but, thank you for everything. Good question, I still love him but his put me through to much heartbreak and choosen someone else. I know we shouldn't be...

@Survivor3 He called me at my friends in tears, once again I comforted him. I did tell him everyday I'm dieing inside. He hasn't been home since I got back last night.

Thanks for checking in @Survivor3, I feel like crap. The past three years one of my most dominant dreams, was my ex leaving me for someone else. I'd wake up in panic attacks, completely triggered. Now I'm living in that nightmare.

Somes up how I feel right now, just discovered this song today. Really spoke to me.

@Nairobi That's a problem too, we live in a very small town. I don't know his work hours and I'm terrified about bumping into them. I'm definitely going to visit friends more, they're a 40 minute train ride and sometimes I can stay the night. I started writing poetry and want to stream (Twitch...

That's rough, regarding the divorce. He hasn't done ANYTHING. No contact with any solicitor, no nothing. His broke, in overdraft and digs himself deeper by going on dates and hotels etc. I may qualify for help with my share, I'm not sure yet. But I wanted to get the ball rolling a month ago...

The other thing is his been keeping tabs on me, because I've been on suicide watch. This stopped from today. He hasn't saved a penny for the divorce, all his money is going on him and her. So that's probably going to be my responsibility as well.

Yeah, I'm crying my eyes out. How someone who used to love you and claims to care about you still, wants you to be happy and OK, continues to do the things that makes you want to die.

It is, I'm only living in the town because of him, his all I had here. And I feel like a fool for encouraging friendship with this women and trying to include her in our lives. All it's got me is heartbreak and depression. He said on the phone he understands how much it hurts me, I told him he...

Thank you @Nairobi . Did you have to live together after he cheated and you broke up?

How the hell am I meant to be ok with all this or even cope when everyday I'm living in what used to be a nightmar, now reality.

Most of it, my ex went out last night, told me to text him if I need anything from the shop and he'd be back later, he didn't come back at all. The he woke me up this morning grabbing some clothes (still stored in my room). I was worried sick all night, we had it out and he calls me an asshole...

Hey @Survivor3 , thanks for reaching out. I'm on a train right now, trying not to burst into tears. Just left my friends place and I didn't want to leave. I'm struggling so much with my situation. Living with him whilst he moves on and sleeps with someone else. Everyday is like living in a...

If anyone is around, I can use some love and advice. My ex has started to stay out overnight with his new girlfriend. I'm so disgusted and heartbroken, I feel really low and I'm worried about doing something stupid again like drinking or worse.

Welcome, newish here, I joined a few months ago. 💚

There are things and I know what they are but struggling to do them, I've definitely hit the depression stage of grief. I found a womens only boxing class, besides that I've looked up things to do in the local area and there's nothing. I live in a area thats the equivalent of Florida for old and...

Thanks, hearing stories how you and others have overcome pain, heartbreak and mental health. Inspires me and takes away the pain a little. I know if we wasn't living together things would be easier for me to handle, I'd be able to focus on me in my own space, that has nothing to do with him...

Thanks for the reply. It is, we've always had a solid foundation. It's why I thought we could work things out. I know we can rebuild it into a friendship but living with him, seeing him with another. I don't know how I'm meant to get through that.

I'm really struggling to cope with everything going on in my life. My ex still cares about me a lot, more than my closest of friends. His doing more to support me than my closest of friends besides my bestie. I have so many mixed emotions. He shows the type of caring you would do for family or...