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Thanks @Movingforward10 and @Rose White ... Yes it's definitely a backlash... I'm beginning to see these for what they are although the experiencing of them is still just as strong and the knowledge that it is one doesn't seem to help in the moment..I like to think they are lasting much...

Thank you @Movingforward10 @No More and @scout86 ...I really appreciate your input and thoughts... it's very helpful... I will get back in more detail later as there are some great points i hadn't considered (so useful asking for opinions)... the main feeling atm for me from all of this is...

I feel reassured by the email. He's showing compassion towards me and transparency about where he stands. I can see he cares and I appreciate the time he's taken to explain his perspective. It's a far cry from his first emails in tone. And this latest email has helped alot. I hope that my email...

Latest email from T ... I'll paste it here then comment in the next post... "Sorry for the delay in responding. I'm really sorry to hear you've been overwhelmed and I agree that email is extremely ineffective at communicating such nuance. It's not really a safe space for a few reasons. If you...

This is a very interesting thread! I wish I had more time to address all the incredible points made by you and everyone... I just wanted to say that I really get the whole barrier to exercise because of it feeling dangerous.... I've had fantasies over the years of how I'm going to over come...

It makes alot of sense and I think there will likely be lots of people here who understand what you've described... it's not weird... This feels like a very heavy set of chains around you @Ecdysis ... I'm sorry you're in this position and I know a little bit of what this feels like... To me...

These are wise words! Read them a few times! Good luck and keep going... go and get support to help work through all of this ...

@Ecdysis the amount of incredibly useful, poignant, interesting, helpful information you're sharing here is quite something.... I feel like I don't have enough time to digest everything you're putting down because you're hitting on such important material (for my story)... I'm very grateful...

Hi @Boston, reading your post got me quite frustrated on your behalf.... You shouldn't ever feel like you're going crazy as a result of a therapist's way of working with you.. you have a strong gut feeling with what is right and what's not, so stick with that... Even if there were something...

Other news is i finally got the courage to write back to T. Told him I'd been struggling which is why I hadn't answered so long, not because (as he wrote) it was my way of ending the relationship. Told him I thought it best to have a session to work through the issues. Told him I was scared...

Yes this seems fairly simple to action...I think it gives a good template to sit back and try to reframe where you're at in hard situation with someone else like a disagreement or grievance... but only once you're out of feeling it at its worst... I will try to do this this weekend This is...

Cocsa really is a complex and confusing topic. And the hard thing about it often is knowing whether the actual event was traumatic, in whatever way, at the time, or whether, with a growing understanding of what is considered 'bad' sexually (socially) whether we then start to reframe our...

What strikes me about this post is the focus is on cocsa and you being the abuser where the real issue is you were sexually abused by an adult - a serious offence... and a knock on effect from that likely happened with your brother which you now frame as you being the main wrong-doer... you...

I would say this is key... if it's never been an issue or impacted your life in any way until your friends comment is unlikely to be trauma This can go both ways. In your case likely not cocsa if you haven't had any other come back from it... But there are cases of cocsa which happen where...

Thanks for v this @Ecdysis ... I'm going to try to get reading this all later today... I really appreciate you sending me these things... sometimes I get over whelmed at the amount of info out there and don't read anything... so the fact you're pulling out relevant material has helped with that...