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A few years ago, I was heavily medicated, in therapy, and a danger to myself. Tried to commit suicide twice. And wound up in the hospital. Twice. I've come a long way. I'm not medicated, I'm not in therapy, and I haven't tried anything. BUT. To this day, I think about it. I want to do it and be...

Honestly I don't know. Am I coming or am I going? From the outside my life looks pretty normal. Well you see, it's not. I was diagnosed with PTSD a few years ago right out of high school. And I had a nervous breakdown of sorts. Tried to kill myself. Twice. Took alot of meds. Talked (listened...

I've been having a really hard time being around friends lately. I get super quiet when a lot of people are around which is weird for me, I haven't always been that way. I just want to escape when I'm around them, like yesterday a friend of mines husband had a birthday party and I just felt...

So I have been pretty sick lately. I am anemic and just got out of the hospital 3 weeks ago. Apparently I was getting sick for years, but who knew? Everybody was just so quick to blame me. That I'm lazy or unmotivated. Meanwhile I'm over here slowly bleeding out and not able to physically get...

So, where do I even begin?? I guess from the beginning. I have felt tired everyday of my life for a good couple years now. Which isn't fun let me tell you. But for the last few months, it has been life altering, how exhausted I am. I will get up after sleeping 10-12 hours and sit on the couch to...

Like just now my mom was eating and the sound of the fork hitting the side of the plate was like torture. I had to hold my ears and it was all I could concentrate on.

I was diagnosed with PSTD about 4 years ago and it has been some ride, I got to tell ya. Yes, I have been hospitalized a few times throughout the years. In the past it was usually because of suicidal thoughts that I couldn't get past (which I still struggle with tbh but I do my best). Lately...

I know. This will seem so silly to everyone. So I live in a condo and my living room window looks out onto our parking lot. I can't stand them being open. I get so anxious. Especially if a cop goes by which is hard to avoid because a cop lives a couple buildings down. If you can understand, I...

Hello So I recently went back to school and I'm also working full time and it has been a difficult time for me. This one class in particular makes me feel nervous. To the point i don't want to go. I do the work, its easy stuff but the teacher.... I really can't quite explain all of it but she...

A friend of the family is a therapist and I was seeing him for about a year and a half.. Then, it stopped. Eventually I contacted him and we talked about getting together and meeting up, but it never panned out. Now quite a few months later and still nothing. I've had so many guys in my life and...

A couple months ago I was talking with a coworker. And he shared with me that he has PTSD. And it took me back. Mostly because he said it so easily.. But I was torn. Should I tell him or keep it to myself. Obviously I'm still unsure lol. What would you do? I wouldn't tell him why I have it...

I was diagnosed with PTSD 3 years ago, after graduating High School. I was sexual abused as a toddler and I've come a long way in just 3 years! Recently, after the death of my dad I started living with my mom. Everything has been pretty smooth. Until recently my mom had surgery done on her neck...

Techniquilly today at noon I'm meeting with a police officer and my T. Both are men. I don't know what to think or expect. I'm afraid of not being believed, I'm afraid of crying, I'm afraid of panicking. It happened about 18 years ago, being raped by a family friend when I was about three years...

So I've met this new guy and he is literally perfect. I think I might want to get pretty serious with him, I just don't know where to go from here. Every date we go on is always great. We have so much in common. I just have no clue where I go from here. Who brings up the going steady...

I live above some neighbors and my neighbor has a boyfriend who is a drunk a-hole... I've had to call the police 3 times in 4 months. This lasta time was the worst he was hitting his ex girlfriend and her friend's boyfriend in the door way of her apartment. I was so jumpy and triggered because...

I'm not ready to say much, just that I have suffered with PTSD for a very long time and it still effects me to this day. My name is Taylor and I hope to make some friends on here and to feel like I can open up/belong. Thanks for reading!