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    Medical Did Anyone Get PTSD from Involuntary Hospitalization

    Hello everyone, I was wondering if I am not alone, and if anyone experienced trauma from force psychiatric inpatient treatment. When I was 18 my friends found out that I was on the verge of suicide, so I tried to flee. As I ran my friend caught up and held onto me for life. I got out of her...
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    Feel Like My Mind Is Leaving My Body, How To Get Back In Reality

    Hello everyone, Currently I feel like I'm in a different dimension, it feels like dreams except I'm awake and it is driving me insane. What are ways to come back? I also feel like some one is hunting me. Like I feel like someone is watching me. Could seroquil cause this? I'm going up on it now...
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    I Just Want To Go To Heaven

    Currently I just want to die and go to the Lord for all of eternity. I don't think I'm depressed, in fact I feel very peaceful. I don't want to tell my doctor because I don't want to go back to the psychiatric hospital. I'm going down on seroquil. I just fantasize my funeral and how much I...
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    Finally Seeing The Light At The End Of The Tunnle

    'hello everyone, i think i am tackling ptsd on my own. i have been fighting flashbacks on my own with some relapses, but honestly ive been much better these past months. it happend when i accepted jesus as my savior. what i would do is when i get bad flashbacks i would imagine him rescuing me...
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    Fatigue And Nightmares

    Hello everyone, Does anyone else feel fatigue after a vivid nightmares? Last night I had a disturbing dream and when I woke up I felt like I had 30 minutes of sleep when I got 7+ hours of sleep. Why does this happen
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    Why Does This Happen

    Latley I am having a PTSD episode with intense nightmares. I've had dreams about my trauma but other people doing it to me that are authority like my teachers doing it. I had a great relationship with them but after my nightmares I'm scared of them.... Also in my other nightmares I actually...
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    Childhood I Showed Her Damn Straight How I Felt

    Today one of my family friends were on WhatsApp with one of my worst bully that was a major contributor to my painful childhood. She would physically hurt me and isolate me from the group. No one reported her because she either threatened them or they were scared to tell the grown ups. Anyways I...
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    School And Triggers

    Hello everyone, I really don't know what to do. I've been missing softball practice because my coach is a trigger. I've been missing some practice because I try to avoid her. I've ht dreams where she was involved in trauma. They are very intimate. It is effecting the being there. Nos I'm going...
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    Sexual Assault Am I Nuts To Consider The Nurses Rapists

    When I was six I had 2 tests that involves catheter inserted. They were forced. I tried to resist but those f*cking unsympathetic bitches forced it in while I was bawling in fear and pain. It is like they forced me to be f*cked with the catheters. I consider it child molestation if you force...
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    Disturbing Thoughts

    Hello everyone Has anyone have something similar to this? I have PTSD due to vcugs that involves intrusive, violating and invasive urinary catheters and peeing in front of people. Anyways I don't just always have "daytime-nightmares" my psychiatrist says (which is daydreams about the trauma)...
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    I Think My Trauma Is Effecting Me In Sports

    Hello everyone, For a long time my traumatic experience with having a catheter forced in me when I was a young child for bladder problems it has been haunting me. When I started medication for anxiety its gotten better but it still is interfering me with people. It's hard to tell if it's trauma...
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    Medical Medical Induced Trauma

    Hello everyone, Has anyone else gone through a similar experience? When I was six years old I had a horrific experience with a test called a vcug, I had three done on me . It is a test done on kids with urinary problems and involves . Anyway when I was getting the test done on me I had no clue...
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